𝖢𝗁𝖺𝗍，𝗆𝗒 𝖾𝗑 𝗂𝗌 𝗆𝗒 𝗇𝖾𝗂𝗀𝗁𝖻𝗈𝗎𝗋⚘𝖠𝗍𝗌𝗎𝗆𝗎 𝗑 𝖱𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋

Chap 11ミ★

HEYYY HEY HEYYYY BABES!!! Okay so I just watched the new Haikyuu movie and Omd 10/10 recommend!!! Anyways this chap is so cutie!! DISCLAIMER I made y/n a lil dramatic.. please don't get bad tho it's for the plot... but I hope you guys enjoy!!

Y/n's POV:
Few days later

It's been a few days since that incident with Atsumu. I still think back to what happened. How it happened... I can't stop thinking of it. But god I feel so annoyed? Embarrassed?scarred to actually acknowledge the make out session? I don't know how I feel. I'm so stupid for initiating that kiss, for staring at him. Why did I kiss him? Now I made things awkward between us. I've been avoiding him for days, even his texts. I've been busy with working thinking I can avoid him there.. but I can't! I always think back to the kiss we had. The way he touched me. Held me. Ugh I feel the stupid butterflies inside me coming back every time I think of him and that moment.

I'm in bed tossing and turning after my evening shift. Work has been a hassle. Mr. Ito is not at all in good shape. I worry about him. He's so sick... and still so young to leave. He was diagnosed with a heart condition after coming back from fighting in the army. He's such a sweet man. Makes me laugh and smile when work gets hard. He tells me stories and treats me like his grandchild. Mr. Ito is like a grandpa I never had and he was my very first patient when I got here so he had a special place in my heart. I'm scared though he hasn't woken up from his heart attack from a few days ago. His heart beats are regulated through... Atsumu is the only one who knows about Mr. Ito. He checked on me after I left. That was the last time I actually talked to him. After that I decided to avoid him because I hate confrontation and I still don't know what's going on! Do I miss him or not?! I do miss hanging out with him though..

I groan and change positions in bed. I can't. I can't stomach the thought of me and him back together.. Maybe I'm like this cause we've been close lately? Things will paste. I hope so. We're just friends. Only neighbors! I keep reminding myself. I get up knowing I might not fall asleep any time soon even though my body is so tired. I get up and make myself a cup of hot chocolate... I would make coffee but I need sleep later on so. As I wait for my hot chocolate to brew I get my phone and call Tooru. I haven't been talking to him for a while. We text occasionally but they're always quick chats. The way he's been acting on text is different than usual. So I call him, when he answers he's in bed just staring at his phone "Tooru!" I said to my phone and he looks up "y/n" he says casually.

"How have you been?" Tooru asks and I smile "tired as per usual. You? You've been acting off on text and I rarely hear about you anymore" I said and he stays silent. I look at my phone and he's typing and smiling on his phone. I lift a brown "Tooru?!" I said and look at my phone smirking "huh?" He looks back to his camera "I said how are you?! And what's been up with you? It feels like you've been drifting" I restated "oh.. I'm good. Just chilling." He says dryly I squint at my phone and he's still typing "chilling doing what?" I ask curious and he ignores me "Tooru! Please talk to me! Tell me the gossip now!" I complain and he looks up and smirks "I've been talking to this girl. That's the gossip" he says and smirks "oh shit! Let me see her!" I ask and he shared his screen and shows me his new potential girl "oh she is fine. Damn she's actually so pretty" I said looking at my phone admiring her.

He nods and smirks at his phone "so you guys have been going out?" I ask and he nods. I feel this weird feeling flushing my body. It's not jealousy of how pretty this girl is or how she's taking my friend away. It's the feeling where your friend is not being your friend anymore.. I frown a little "hey Tooru?" I said and he hums in response "if you're going to ghost me for this girl.. at least tell me so I won't think you're a dick" I said and he looks up at his phone "Why would I do that? Y/n you're my friend!" He says and I hear the concern in his voice "yeah I know. I just want you to tell me though.." he looks at me and frowns a little "ok.." he says "so tell me about this girl.." I said and I see him smile and he starts talking his heart out about her.