𝖢𝗁𝖺𝗍，𝗆𝗒 𝖾𝗑 𝗂𝗌 𝗆𝗒 𝗇𝖾𝗂𝗀𝗁𝖻𝗈𝗎𝗋⚘𝖠𝗍𝗌𝗎𝗆𝗎 𝗑 𝖱𝖾𝖺𝖽𝖾𝗋

Chap 28 ミ★

HEY HEY HEY!! Here's a continuation of the date chapter hehe. GUYS IM SO CLOSE TO FINISH THE FF like whattt?!? Anyways I got school in like a few hours and I don't wanna nor am I ready lmoa ENJOY READING MY BB😘😘

Atsumu's POV

We're on the way back to our apartment building from whatever just happened today. I thought it would be smooth sailing as a date but I thought wrong. First I made a whole scene at the farm fucking scrapping my knee then at the picnic I forgot the utensils. I'm a fucking mess. How did this all happen. I feel like Y/n had fun though but in the back of my mind it feels like she didn't and that's making me scared. As I drive us home she fell asleep on my arm which is honestly hard to drive in this position but I don't really mind as long as she's fine and happy. The pit in my stomach is killing me. The self doubt that goes on in mind is too much to bare. 

The drive back makes me want to jump out of here. Maybe she hates this date and she doesn't want to go on another with me.. I'm overthinking this too much. She did reassure me that it was fine that it was a little mistake but I'm still freaking out. I sigh and hope I'm wrong. We're five minutes away from the building and I think about her. She's so fucking beautiful, I've always acknowledged her beauty but actually seeing her be herself is such a beautiful view. I'm not going to get over it and think I'll never... only if she doesn't want to continue to go out and make things official.

I plan on asking her out to be my girlfriend after a few dates, maybe 4? I'm not sure but I want to take it easy with her. I want her to see that I put effort in loving her and providing that love for her. I think back to the kiss we had. Oh god it felt so special.. there wasn't any lust or sexual desire in it. The kiss felt perfect like it was supposed to happen. Just so full of love. Fuck! She's just so beautiful, I want her.. I sigh and feel my stomach twist and turn from the feeling of this date. I feel so unsure if she would go out with me again from this one. This one is so messy. Ugh I'm not going to get over it. So many bad things happened. I drive to my parking spot and sigh and mentally pray that nothing bad happens when we get back to my apartment. 

I shake Y/n lightly to get up and she groans. She picks her head and looks at her surroundings "I'm so tired!!" She says and I smile at her "It's ok we're back at the building wanna come over for the night?.. I got a little surprise at my place" I said with a smile. She looks at me confused "that sounds really odd Tsumu" she says in a smirk. I laugh at her sleepy facial expression with a smirk. God I love her. She stretches and whines herself awake "Let's get going?" I ask and she nods. I get out of the car and open her door for her. She bids a thank you and I nod. I grab the things at the back. Y/n grabs the bouquet and the paintings. I take the basket and everything else. We head up to my place.

I pray to the heavens everything will be fine when I open my door. When I open my door it's all dark. This is not a good sign. I swear I turned on the fairy lights. We enter my place and I hear Y/n rustle for the lights. I help and switch the lights on. That's when I see the pillow fort all destroyed on the floor. Y/n widens her eyes to adjust to the surroundings "Is this supposed to be a pillow fort?" She asks confused and that was my last straw. I groan so loud she jumped "Fuck!!! Why is this date so shit! I'm so sorry Y/n..." I said now distracted and kinda upset.

I lean on the wall frustrated. I feel her hands on my back and patting my shoulder "Tsumu what wrong it's not a big deal. We can fix it" she says softly and I groan even more "this was supposed to be a good date. And I fucked it up! It's ok if you already made up your mind and don't want to go on another date with me" I said a little upset. I feel her head lean on my back "Tsumu.. I said we can fix this. We can also fix what we had too!" She explains still leaning on me "And what the hell do you mean, I don't want to go on another date with you?" She said a little frustrated "This date was amazing and fun! Yeah there were little mistakes but it was fun. I liked it and I enjoyed it.. so please don't be upset" she continues on and I feel my face pout.