Ameera (pov)
As soon as i went to washroom I locked myself and started sobbing i dont know what is happening to me and why is happening to me only .please i just want to end this stuff . I was thinking to kill myself when i realised that this dunya (world) is nothing but a beautiful lie why should i compromise myself . Then i got up did my routine and of course oblution than I started praying and pour all my negative thoughts to allah he is the only who understands me
You may be thinking who iam silly me 😂 iam ameera and iam from Hyderabad. My family was a very happy family until one tragedy happen and i lost everything when i was 9 . Me and my brother always been very close then he got a opportunity to live in us and he went there ehen i was 13
Now lets move to present 💝
As i xame out of my room my aunt looked at me like i was some kind of trash and then suddenly she pulled me by arm and slapped me i was silent like how i was my whole life then she started yelling at me " why the heck are you late bcuz of you my daughter could not do lunch you useless piece . U couldn't do 1 thing proper "then again she slapped me " now go and make lunch and dont you dare to ear its your punishment that you will starve for the rest of the day " saying this she went into her room . I went kitchen and started cooking 🧑🍳 while thinking this is how my life will it ever get changed .
After eating dinner every one left for there room and slowly went to kitchen and started eating leftovers as i didn't eat anything since morning . I heared some noises then took some bread and jam slowly went to my room . My room is nothing but a small room in which i have a small bed , almirah ,a table and some essentials thing . My brother called me and i felt heaven well i talk to him daily but still he's my everything. I accept his call "assalamualaikum " he said " walaikum salam how r u bhai " good my girl alhamdulillah iam living my life " thats good to hear "did something happen to you " nono " i sluttered " is there something wrong u konw you can tell me choti" " nothing bhai it just college stuff my exams are coming na so iam a little tensed nothing more" u sure na choti" " haan bhai" you may be thinking why iam not telling him guys this is not as simple it looks my aunty made me a promise if i tell anything to him she will kick me out of house and spread bad rumors about me . So thats why iam silent but iam tired of this stuff happening again and again 😩😩then we talked random stuff and he hung up as it was very late ⏰ i hve to wake early to make breakfast and then I have to go to college.
Lets hope tomorrow will be a good 👍🏻 inshaallah
I woke up due to my alarm ringing it was 5 in morning i went to bathroom did my daily retuals offered fajr salah and read quran 15 min then i remember today my fav mama is coming which made me hell excited. I cooked breakfast and made mu cousins tiffins as there mother would always be sleeping or yellingand screming at me.
I went to college met my bff maheen she is a lovely girl who knows everything about me and always support me in every single thing. We chatted for a few mins then went to respect classes
Hiiii doves
I know i kind of suck at this but please read my story and english is not my first language so forgive me for my grammar and other mistakes
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