OFFICE ROMANCE. (BxB)

Chapter 25. LET'S DATE!

Adam's POV,

" Why are you so quiet?" I ask wondering if I've gone too far because I've literally not been myself , so don't blame me.

It's not like him to be this quiet, am lying beside him on the couch.

" I have nothing to say." He says softly , he seem to have changed a lot within these few weeks .

" You've been following me around with nothing to say?" I ask raising a brow.

He still doesn't say anything, okay this is literally not like him, isn't he happy that we're back together and talking?

I raise my head to look at him , turns out he's been crying silently, tears in his eyes . I sit up immediately .

" Julian? Hey what's wrong? Did do something tha..." I ask extremely worried .

" I need to get back to work." He says cutting me off. He sits up and wipes the tears off his cheeks .

He picks his t shirt from the floor.

"Shouldn't you atleast tell me what is going on in your mind?" I say hoping he says something.

" What is going on in my mind? Actually alot.. You've been treating me like some kinda crazy person , putting the guards on your door with the permission to throw me out of the company like am a mad man! I've been trying to talk to you , to explain myself even when I know I did nothing wrong other than just not telling you that I arrived home well , but what did you do? Show people that am a mad man and I should be thrown out of the company!? And as if nothing happen you make me come here just for you to feed your sexual desires , you don't love me am very sure , since the days you didn't hear my pleads out nor answer to any of my messages!
You don't love me! So what else could be the reason why you did what you've just done?
You're going to marry, ain't you? And because you are so gay , and am the only person who know that, and the only person you can be yourself with.. so you call me here in the name of business meeting only for you to satisfy yourself for the last time before you marry a woman."  Now this is so like him , when he speaks until he mixes words until I can't understand some sentences.

"Why are you accusing me about love , have I ever said I love you?" Am playing a very dangerous game and I know it's dangerous but am still playing it.

"Right , you never did , we never even existed , I don't know what the f*ck am doing here!" He says walking towards the door but I pull him back.

" One more question, Are you implying that by what we just did.. I've taken advantage of you ? Because if that's the case am very ready to report myself to the police station now." I say as if it's not a big deal .

He doesn't say anything as he struggles out of my arms.

" Are you gonna go just like that ? I mean, it must be so uncomfortable in your pants am sure, why don't you take a shower , I'll offer my clothes , oh by the way , there are clothes I bought for you, even the underwear, so feel free ." I say smirking

" Do you think am playing around with you? You hurt me and you are just talking like it's nothing , this just confirms to me that you actually don't love me."

"Oh c'mon Julian , ain't you being a bit too dramatic? You know how I feel about you. I mean , what else can explain why I've been entertaining your stubborn nature ever since we met? I did what I did because I was mad at you , I felt disappointed, it hurt me too , alright? I didn't mean to do what I did though. Look M.L , how about we put what happened behind us and focus on the yet to come." I say honestly not wanting to remember what I've gone through that first week that we fought.

" What do you mean by 'yet to come?" He asks not trying to go anymore. " And can you please cover yourself or put on clothes."

" Not yet." I say grinning , damn I don't know why I keep grinning for no reason, I guess am just extremely happy that we're here together , that I have him here with me , I don't wanna think about anything else.

"What do you mean 'not yet?!" He asks looking confused.

I pull him to the couch and no matter how much he resists am stronger than him so I manage to make him sit beside me anyways.

" Because I still wanna feel you , am not satisfied.."  he looks to the other side smiling, thinking that I can't see his face .

I don't know how things has changed between us but am glad that Now I have the upper hand , usually he was the one teasing me and I would panic and feel nervous even if I didn't show it! but now...

"I've not forgiven yo... " he starts talking but I cut him .

" Let's date " I say simply but inside am nervous of what he's gonna say but somehow am assured of his answer.

" What?" He asks.

" I want you to own me and I want to own you, so.." I say smirking.

" I haven't healed from what you have been doing to me , so no , you make me forgive you or what you suggesting is not going to happen , I can't have someone who will be treating me like that"

" I guess that's a yes, so now we're boyfriends." He doesn't say anything.

"What?"

"I can't take no as an answer am sorry, but hey, I want you to know that I feel terrible knowing that I made you feel so hurt , it won't happen again , I promise. What do you say?"

" Let's not fight again, I know fights are inevitable but atleast let's try to understand the situation or even when we fight let's try and solve it without staying away from each other ,it just hur.." I hug him knowing exactly what he was gonna say.. it just hurt so much , trust me , I know...

"Am sorry" I say whispering still hugging him .
"Am sorry too ." He responds.