Is It Really You?

Chapter 3

They spent the rest of the weekend doing everything they planned as well as so many other things. Their most favorite thing was the theme park and the waterfalls they went to. They did end up spending all day Sunday there too, until it got to around 4pm and finally decided to head back as they both had school the next day.

On the drive he held her hand throughout the whole time and she put her head on his shoulder as well. As they got into the drive more, they had conversations.

“I really enjoyed this trip with you, it was so nice being alone with you somewhere far away”

“Same here, this trip just felt different than any other we have done growing up. I can't wait for many more in the future. But i don't think we can take another trip for the next 2 to 3 weeks because i have exams coming up and even though i don't study that much, i don't want it to look like i put no effort into it for my parents”

“That's alright, focus on your studies and I'll focus on mine. The older we get the more important these things become although it's boring sometimes.”

“I have some questions for you before our relationship actually takes off. I mean it did but we didn't really discuss much about it since we were enjoying yourself”

“Yeah sure, go ahead. And I agree it's better to put it out now than to let it go on and on and then one day one of us does something that the other one doesn't feel comfortable with or they just don't want to do right away, but obviously as time goes on and it progresses it will change. Especially since your leaving we might feel like we want to do everything very soon after each other”

“Do you think we should go public right away, for example holding hands at school or hugging each other. That type of thing. Or should it just be something we do with each other at home or when we are together?”

“ i think it would be fine to go public right away, i mean who cares what others think”

“Same here, I would have said if we do want to hide it. It would become harder later on because I know that slowly we're gonna get closer and closer and it will eventually become hard not to. I never said this but i asked your parents a long time ago if i can do this with you and they agreed they just said whenever it does happen all we have to do is say it”

“That's so cute of you. Ugh i already love you more and more as time goes by. You surprise me in so many ways. “

“I love you too. This last one is very personal but i want to put both our opinions out this early so that when the time comes that we feel we're ready for it, we don't have any doubt about the other person's feelings”

“I'm listening, i think i might have an idea of what it is but i'm going to listen to you first”

“What's your opinion on making love to your boyfriend? Is it something that you think you would want for yourself before I leave or would you prefer waiting? I've never had experience obviously and never really thought about it but now that we took this step in our relationship we can put our opinions out there.”

“Same here, it's not really something I've thought about a lot before. It probably crossed my mind like once when we were a little younger. But the past nights right before I fell asleep with you I kind of gave it some thought.”

Hande continues

“In my opinion this is something that should happen naturally, i mean it's something that we may not want now or even in 3 months time. But it's also something where we could say we'll wait a certain amount of time and then maybe the next vacation we take will happen there. Since i don't know much about the thing in itself i don't know what happens after the first time. But my overall opinion is that of rouse i want that for myself at some point but it shouldn't be something we talk about today and then tomorrow or the next we become impatient to see what it is like”