Is It Really You?

Chapter 11

A/N : Usually I continue each chapter from where the last ended, but this is a whole new era for them. It has to do with the past chapters but it's definitely going to be different.

When you love too hard, sometimes that's where things go wrong. Hande and kerem are two people who strongly believe in love, but as much as they “love, love” they just can't get themselves involved with the right people. Hande, when she got over kerem after around 3 years found someone who she thought was good for her but it turned out to be a very messy situation. Whereas kerem got over the whole soon they were in may many years ago, but he never ended up trying it again with someone else. As much time has passed and knowing that he broke up with her, somehow when he even talks to another girl it makes him feel like he's cheating on her. I guess that's where loving hard kicks in. But luckily for them one day things finally worked out.

Kerems POV

He's currently talking to himself in his room.

I don't know how to feel, today I came home after 14 or 15 years, see i don't even know how long i was gone. That's how much time has passed since I last saw this country. Of course I'm happy that I'll be living with my parents again until I decide to get my own home. The few months I stayed back and they came was almost harder than when I first moved to america. The moment I landed, memories flooded my brain. Things I thought I forgot over time, all of it was just playing in my head almost like a movie. There's one thing that comes up over and over ever since I even thought of coming back. Hande Ercel.

Handes POV

She's currently also talking to herself.

Kerem Bolat. Someone I didn't think I'd be thinking of after all this time. I mean I know our parents are friends and all but both families have gotten better over time by mentioning us to each other. So today when I heard his name come up, I thought to myself it must be important that they have to mention it. He's coming back. I'm happy for him of course. I mean this is his hometown and he's been away from his parents for a couple months now. But I'm also not ready for the day we go over there and he's there or his family comes over and he just shows up with them. Even though I'm married right now, the moment I heard his name I just can't stop thinking of him all over again.

“My love what's wrong” Ferit says (Handes Husband right now)

“It's nothing big, i just heard something today and i'm not sure how to act after knowing it”

“Well either you tell me or i force you to”

{btw guys. This person she's married to is abusive. She didn't know that when they got married, he used to just act and now things are going worst and worst for her the more his true self is coming out}

“It's about someone i used to be close friends with and even dated for some time”

“Well if he's from the past, even if someone talks about him it doesn't concern you at all”

“See this is exactly why i didn't say anything, you never understand me. And sometimes i think that even after everything that happened between m and him i'll rather deal with someone who absolutely hates me than you”

They argued back and forth a lot that night. Around the time the 2 year mark of them being married. His true self started to surface and the more time went on, the worse things got for her. And the worst part of it all was whenever she told him to stop doing it or saying those words, it would trigger him even more. But this night was the worst of them all. She was just trying to tell him what happened but he obviously took things the wrong way and the more she spoke the angrier he got.

“Listen man, I am going to go back home tonight. I seriously cannot be dealing with you and your issues on top of what i'm already going through after hearing this”