Secret Buddies

One Of Your Girls

"Chill, I just want to make a Instagram Story" she pouted, rolling her eyes.

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One Of Your Girl - by Troye Sivan Everybody loves you, baby
You should trademark your face
Linin' down the block to be around you
But, baby, I'm first in place

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Troyes pov:
After I was done with helping my mom with the groceries I lay down on my bed and opened my phone. Mindlessly I was scrolling on Social Media liking and retweeting on some posts and feeling bored.

Jerret's warmth from yesterday still lingered within me. His gentle kiss on my cheek played on loop in my mind, filling me with excitement but also confusion.

I couldn't shake off the fact that there was something more to our connection. Does he feel it too? What does this mean for our friendship? Is it possible, that I like him more than a friend?

Those thoughts kept circling around my mind, not wanting to leave me alone. This kiss made me feel a mix of emotions, that I have never felt before. It felt like exploring a new environment, with feelings swirling around me.

There was a sense of wonder and curiosity, a desire to understand what was happening inside of me. As I lay there, lost in thoughts, I couldn't help but feel the excitement rushing through me with a little bit of nervousness. What were these emotions, and where did they come from?

It was if Jerret unlocked something inside of me, opening a huge amount of possibilities waiting to be explored. And so, with each passing moment, I found myself diving deeper into this newfound mix of emotions.

There was a sense of anticipation, a longing to unravel this mix of emotions and discover every bit of them. As time passed, I found peace in those emotions. I knew I didn't want to let this feelings go unraveled. This means only one thing...

I have to find out what Jerret actually feels, and I have to kiss Jerret again. That are actually two but the second option seems more like a benefit for me. What are those emotions? I guess I just have to explore them a little bit more...

But then my eyes suddenly stopped on a story, which Adam reposted.
In the story there was a girl, which I assumed to be Adam's sister and she was sitting on someone's lap. And then it hit me. It was Jerret's lap. Another wave of confusion rushed over me, but now with a bit of jealousy. Was I really jealous of this?

It's Just a random story about a girl sitting on Jerret's lap.. why would this make me jealous? We are literally just friends... right? And Jerret said he doesn't like her, right? He was interested in someone else... right? I just can't help the fact that I want to be the one sitting in his lap. I thought we had a special connection...

Give me a call if you ever get lonely
I'll be like one of your girls or your homies
Say what you want, and I'll keep it a secret
You get the key to my heart, and I need it
Give me a call if you ever get desperate
I'll be like one of your girls

Also I couldn't help myself with the fact that I had to stalk this girls Instagram page now. Her name was Stefanie and she posts a lot of Stories, which she often marks with a highlight.