(Not all information will be actuate because I tried to google it it, but it was not very clear)
(third person)
Everyone was getting ready backstage for a maniac performance. Hyunjin was resting on the couch talking to the camera for the skz-talker go episode when Felix came up to him. It's always a delight for Hyunjin to see his very best friends, but sometimes Felix can be a little touchy, and this was one of those times.
As Hyunjin continued talking to stay about some random stuff he knew they would enjoy hearing about, Felix walks right in front of him, standing with his legs on either side of the tallers crossed legs. Hyunjin gave him a quick smile, trying my best not to bring attention to it. Felix then started massaging the olders lower thigh as he stood there. Although this is something Felix would do often, Hyunjin couldn't help but feel tense under his stare. He didn't know why or when this started happening, but he's been feeling different around Felix, and he can't quite pinpoint what it is.
The longer Felix stood there, the harder it was getting for him to keep still. He just wanted to grab the younger boy by his waist and pull his onto me - I mean what! I don't want that WHAT AM I EVEN TALKING ABOUT!! He had to figure out a way to get out of this situation without being too obvious.
He took the easiest way out he could think of. So, he quickly stood up, pretending like he was excited to tell stay about something, causing Felix to back away, allowing Hyunjin to go to the camera. Thank god that worked.
***
Their performance was going pretty smoothly. However, he noticed Felix giving him a few strange looks throughout it. Is he mad at me? Hyunjin thought. Does he think I'm avoiding him? Does he know how I feel? I mean what! I don't feel anything towards him. What am I talking about??! But still, the questions were eating him up. He had to know what was wrong with him.
***
After the performance, they all went backstage to get changed and ready to go back to the dorms after this exhausting day. "Do you guys wanna go out tonight?" Bangchan offers out of the blue. Most of the members immediately agree since Bangchan doesn't usually do this. However, Felix was hesitant, which caused Hyunjin to also not answer right away.
"I'm good, I think I'll just go back to the dorms," Felix says, which shocks the older since he usually likes going out. "Me neither, I think I'm good for tonight," Hyunjin agreed to stay back with Felix. He needed to know what was going on with him, and being alone would make things a lot easier. Bangchan gives the two a questioning look but doesn't argue. "Suit yourselves, we'll be back late. Don't wait up," He says, leaving with the other members.
"Let's go," Felix says blandly as he leaves to head to the dorms. Hyunjin follows him, and they enter their dorm room. Felix was about to walk away to his bedroom when Hyunjin stopped him. "Felix, I was hoping I could talk to you about something?" he asks, a little nervous for his response. "About what?" he questions, sitting down on the couch. He follows the smaller boy to the couch, sitting beside him, trying to think of how to word this conversation. "Well?" Felix urges, clearly getting sick of this conversation.
"I was wondering...umm... like." Hyunjin says, struggling to get his words out. The two have never really had many confutations in their recent years of friendship, so he's not quite sure how to approach this. "Are you upset with me?" he finally gets out.
"No, why?" he answers quickly. "Are you sure? I mean, it's just, like...I don't want you to think that...." He says, stumbling on my words, unable to finish my thoughts. "Think what?" he asks, clearly tiered. "I don't know..." The older let out, hoping that everything could just go back to the way it was a few hours ago.
"Why have you been acting so weird lately?!" Felix blurts out. "W-what do you mean?" Hyunjin asks, genuinely confused. "Sorry... but you've just been so off lately. Do you not want me near you anymore?" Felix says, and Hyunjin can tell the younger boy is getting upset no matter how much he tries to deny it.
"No, of course not. Why would you think that?"
"Then why have you been ignoring me?!" It was true, Hyunjin had been unconsciously ignoring him, and He doesn't know why. He feels bad, but he can't let himself get too close to him anymore, for the sake of their jobs and for their friendship. "I haven't." He lies.
"So, you're just going to pretend like everything is fine and let our friendship die out?!" He says, and Hyunjin can tell that he is genuinely hurt. "It's not like that...I-I just don't want it to happen again" he admit shamefully, not fully expecting the other to know what he was referring to, but to his surprise he got it immediately.
"Oh..." was all he said before leaving back to his room, not even bothering to say goodbye, or even look at Hyunjin for that matter.
I can't believe that just happened.
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