Don't Ignore Me

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(Third pov)

Felix and Hyunjin never spoke of that night again, and luckily, it stayed as their little, well, big secret. If someone found out they don't know what would happen, and he dosen't want to think about it either. That's why he's been trying to distance himself from him, or at least not be too touchy. He can't risk having another outburst.

He hasn't talked to Felix since their little chat last night, and he really hopes that this doesn't ruin their relationship. Who is he kidding? Of course it will. He basically just admitted to still having feelings for him, or at least sexual feelings for him after all of these years. How is he supposed to face his best friends if he knows that the older is fighting the urge to bring him to his room and recreate that beautiful night.

He walks down to the kitchen to meet the others. They all like to have breakfast in the one dorm together when they have the morning off. So, he was happy to see everyone there, including Felix. It doesn't help that Felix has only gotten even more attractive since debut; I mean, he was cute to begin with, but now he is just out of this world gorgeous.

"What took you so long?" Bangchan shouted, snaping him out of his little daydream. "I don't know, I was tired, I guess?" he responds, trying to answer as simple as possible without gaining suspicion. 

He takes a seat next to Felix, trying to act casual, but Felix isn't buying it. He gives Hyunjin a look he can tell what he found out last night is not sitting right with the other, but he can't tell if he's upset with the older or just surprised and confused. "Did you sleep well?" Hyunjin asked him quietly as the other members were focused on their own conversations. "I guess," he answers coldly, and it makes Hyunjin feel a bit sad that even his personality has changed just from that one sentence he told him last night.

"I'm really sorry, I hope I haven't made anything weird between us," he says but is quickly shut down. "Hyunjin, now is not that time to talk about this." Felix turned away from him, starting a conversation with the others. Hyunjin can't believe this is happening. He should have just kept his mouth shut. He slumped back in his chair, huffing in annoyance.

"Everything okay?" Lee Know asked, appearing next to the boy out of nowhere. "Umm, yea. Don't worry, Hyung, " he replies, really not wanting to get the others involved. That would just make Felix hate him even more. "Yea, sure," Lee Know raised an eyebrow, not believing him at all. "Let me know when you decide to tell the truth." He backed off and went to sit by Jisung. Hyunjin was honestly glad that it was Lee Know who overheard and not one of the other members. He's not one to pry into someone else business. 

After breakfast, Hyunjin went to his room too tired to hang out with the other members. The only person he does want to see definitely does not want to be alone with him right now. As he was in his room sketching, he got a knock on his door. "Come in," He told them, and they entered. "Hey, Jin," he heard the voice that he could pinpoint as Changbin called out from the door. "Yea?" he gets up from his chair, walking over to him.

"You wanna go to the gym?" he asked, his gym bag already in his hand. "Um, nah. I think I'm good, " he answers, not wanting to hurt his feelings, but also really not feeling like it right now. "Come on, please. Me and Felix could really use a third gym buddy" He added, and Hyunjin's heart immediately warmed up at the mentioning of Felix, but he couldn't let Changbin know he was only going for Felix, so he had to play it cool. "Fine, just give me a minute to get changed," he said, pretending to not be too excited. "Cool, well, wait for you downstairs."

Hyunjin got changed into some loose-fitting shorts and t-shirt, quickly brushing his hair, not bothering to look too good because he's going to get sweaty anyway. He walks downstairs and visibly sees Felix face drop when he sees the older boy, which breaks his heart a little, but he tries not to show it. "He's coming with?" Felix questioned. "Yea, isn't it great?!" Changbin exclaimed, clearly happy to have two of his good friends with him. "Yea, great," Felix responded blandly, and Hyunjin could tell there was a hint of annoyance in his voice, but Changbin seemed to turn a blind eye to it.

As they exit the dorm to head to the gym area, Changbin leads the way a few meters ahead of the others. Changbin is known to walk quickly, so it was no surprise that the two boys were walking together side by side. "Felix..?" He nudges his shoulder and already knows what he was going to say before he responded. "Not now Hyunjin" In a stern tone, which made him question if maybe he really was angry at him.

"Okay, just please... don't ignore me,"

Word count: 866

Hope my grammar and spelling aren't too bad. I've always struggled with it, lol.

BTW, I'm kinda mad that I love My Hero Academia so much. Like, I was expecting it to be hella cringe, but it's really not that bad.

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