Our Little Secret (Hyunlix)

Need (steamy)

(A/n: ITS MY BIRTHDAY, YIPPIE (yes, my birthday is on Father's Day 🥲)

(Third pov)

Hyunjin couldn't hold it in anymore. After dinner, once the cameras turned off, he made a quick detour on the way to his room. He quietly nocked on Felix's door, hoping that nobody had seen him. Felix looked a little shocked when he opened the door, which only further deepened the older boy's sadness. He can't believe that their friendship was tarnished so much, to the point where he doesn't even expect him to see him.

"Oh, um, hey Hyunjin," the younger said awkwardly. "Can I come in?" He stepped to the side, allowing Hyunjin to walk in before closing the door behind him.

"What are you doing here?" He asked, sitting down on his bed. Hyunjin stood by the door, feeling his face heat up as he answered him. "I just missed you." The words felt like they had been stuck in concrete waiting years to finally be set free. "Oh, yea, I-I guess we haven't talked much lately," He admitted, looking up at the other as he fiddled with the hem of his shirt.

Butterflies erupted in Hyunjin's stomach, quickly making its way down to a more intimate area. Being alone with Felix after all this time was bring back an uncomfortable sensation in his lower reign, which he had hoped he'd gotten rid of. 

The taller boy shifted uncomfortably in his jeans, trying my best not to let him notice. It wasn't helping that he decided to wear tight pants today. "Sit down, it might be nice to have a little chat," Felix smiled, offering him to sit next to him of the small bed. He nodded, sitting beside him and placing his hands in his lap. Just im case the sensation down there became something more. 

Felix's smile is just so beautiful; he can't get enough of his beautiful face, and the more he looked at him, the more he felt his stomach turning. He can't take it. He needs to get out of here. He needs him... but he knows it would never happen. "Hyunjin?" Felix asks, noticing that he's been staring for quite some time. "Y-yea?" he answers, feeling a pool of guilt poor through his body. He can't believe this is happening. He can't let him find out, or he will for sure hate him. 

Felix places his hand on the elder's thigh and his heart stops, "Hyunjin, I've really missed you" he says, and he feel even more guilt as he looks down at his adorable face. He can't believe he is feeling this way about his best friend, like what the fuck. Hyunjin felt his heart beat almost double when Felix's hand slowly caressed the skin on Hyunjin's thigh, moving his hand higher and higher. 

Hyunjin felt his beath hitch as he looked down at the small hand that was slowly moving closer and closer to his hands that where still covering his clothes boner. As he looked back up at the youngers perfect face, their eyes met, and he couldn't take it anymore. There was a silence between them, a silence that only increased Hyunjin's racing thoughts as he saw him looking up at the older.

Before Hyunjin's brain could even register what he was doing, he pulled the boy closer, smashing their lips together in a hungry kiss. His eyes shot open when he realized what he had done, and he tried to pull away, but Felix wouldn't let him. His small hand gripped Hyunjin's neck, pulling his back, connecting their lips once again. He was surprised but didn't even think about arguing. 

He cupped the smaller boys face with his hands, deepening the kiss that was once soft and calm to a now needy and rough pace. He didn't think twice before pushing Felix's back onto the bed and crawling on top of him, taking off his jumper in the process which he felt unsually hot in now. Straddling him with his thighs before connecting their lips for another heated kiss. He pushed his tongue into the younger boy's mouth, earning a gasp to slip out of Felix's lips.

 He wanted to go further. He really did. But he knew they couldn't. Even if they could, it would just make the younger despise him in the morning. So reluctantly, he pulled away, sitting up above the younger who luckily hadn't noticed the taller man's Bonner just yet.

"Sorry, Felix," he said, getting off the younger and tying his jumper around his waist, which was the perfect despise for the tent in his pants.

"Don't be," Felix said in an unexpectedly understanding voice.
"I think it was a bit of both our faults this time."

Hyunjin nodded, feeling a little better but still nervous.
"Well...I should get going so that you can get washed up," he said, standing over by the door.

"Yeah, you should. And... don't worry about this, we can just forget about it,"
The younger said, to which the taller boy smiled and stepped out back into the hallway of the holiday house.

He breathed a saifh of relief, both at the fact of Felix not being upset and the fact that he was able to hold himself back. He quietly made his way back to his room, and luckily, his tent had calmed down after a while, so he quickly washed up and headed to bed for the day, waiting ahead.

Word count: 903

A/n- I planned out this book about a yeah ago but didn't bother actually writing it until now. It originally had quite a bit if smut, but I'm not really I to writing that anymore. So most of the 'smut' parts, will probably be more 13+ rather than 18+, but there will still be a little full smut for you all, I'm not that mean.