Our Little Secret (Hyunlix)

YouTube Live

(Felix pov)

I can't believe what I did in the practice room the other day, Hyunjin must hate me now. We had just started getting our friendship back, and I just had to go and ruin it like that. I just really hope that things aren't too weird between us now. 

I head down to the kitchen later than usual, hoping that the rest of the members had already left. However, just to my luck, Hyunjin seemed to have had the same idea because we reached the kitchen doors at the exact same time. "Good morning." I smiled at him, trying my best not to show my nervousness, but to my surprise, he just nodded and walked past me. What the fuck, like I get that this is probably weird for him, but you should still answer a person. 

(Hyunjin pov)

I couldn't bring myself to face Felix after that dream, like what kind of creep dreams of fucking their best friend. I went downstairs for breakfast later than usual to try an avoid another encounter with him, but to my disappointment there he was, right in front of me. I felt bad when I didn't bother answering him, but seeing his adorable face only worsened my want for him.

I quickly had my breakfast and headed for the door but just as I was about to leave Felix grabbed my hand. I felt myself blush deeply as I turned to him. "By the way, Bangchan said that we have a live together at 6:00pm." "Oh okay, I'll see you then" I responded in a rush and hurried to my room closing the door behind me. Oh my god! Why did I do that, he probably hates me now! 

I decided to go out for the rest of the day with Changbin, to make sure that I didn't come in counter with Felix until the live. 

(Felix pov)

I don't know why but I felt kind of hurt when Hyunjin basically ignored me in the kitchen and then went out and had fun with Changbin. I know it's stupide, but I can't help but feel a pot of jealously boiling up inside of me. 

***

It was finally time for the YouTube live, so I walked through the JYP building to the little white room set up for it. I found it kind of strange that he wanted just the two of us to do it, usual its only one, three, or all of the members, but I didn't say anything, of course. When I walked in, I was happy to see that Hyunjin had already arrived. 

"Hey." I walked up to him smiling, and he just nodded and turned back to the staff. How are we meant to do a live together if he won't even talk to me?!

The staff directed us to the camera set up and pressed play. "Hello, Stay!" We both said, waving at the camera, watching as the viewers flooded in. I smiled, looking over the comments, 'Hi!!!', 'OMG, I FINALLY DIDN'T SLEEP THROUGH A LIVE', 'HYUNLIX LIVE???'. I giggled at their enthusiasm. "I hope you guys are all doing well!" I say, stalling as I try to think of a topic since the staff didn't say anything. 

(Hyunjin pov)

I was looking through the comments as Felix did his thing, and I few stood out to me. 'OMG, HYUNLIX!!!', 'HYUNLIX FOR LIFE!!', 'The way they look at each other tho...😏😏😏'. I don't know why, but seeing those comments made me feel strangly good.

If even stays can see how much Felix wants me, it's only a matter of time before he realizes. I placed my arm around Felix's shoulder, leaning closer to him. "So, what should we talk about?" I say to him so that I would have an excuse to be this close.

I dont know how or why i gained this confidence around him, but I wasn't complaining. It took me a while, but i finally realized that us liking each other isn't the worst thing in the world. Just as long as no one finds out.

I could tell he was getting nervous, as he responded, "Um, I-I don't know? Let's ask to stay, stay, what do you want us to talk about? " He quickly responded nervously. 

I looked through the comments, smirking at the ones that went along the lines of, 'oohh~ Is Felix brushing???' or 'I wonder what they'll be doing after the live 😏😏' I looked over at Felix, feeling a sense of pride when I saw how red he was. He quickly thought of something to bring up. "Have any of you guys seen the Maniac performance we did a few days ago, I must say Hyunjin looked amazingly hot during that" He flirted with me, I guess to make it seem like he isn't flustered. 

"What about you? You looked like an angle~" I said back, making chat go wild. 

We talked some more about the performance for about 30 minutes before ending the live. Felix didn't say a word to me as we packed up our stuff and went back to the dorms. He looked a little angry, maybe? I'm not sure why, tho. I guess I was being a little touchy, but I didn't think he would mind since it was for stays.

(Felix pov)

I didn't speak to Hyunjin again that night. I can't believe he was doing that on live! Like I get that it's not that unusual for us to be like that, but after everything that had happened these last couple of days, you'd think he'd tone it down a little. I just hope that nobody has noticed too much.

Word count: 911

Another chapter done :)
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