Jealously

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(Hyunjin pov)
It's been about a week since I convinced Felix to date me in secret. Not much has changed. Felix and I don't really get much alone time in the dorms, so it's kind of hard to act like a couple, but I'm still more than happy that I can have the title of his boyfriend, even if only me and him know about it.

I was doing just fine keeping it a secret. However, I couldn't help but notice how nervous Felix has been around the other members. I hopped that our new relationship won't affect his other bonds.

Anyways, it's time for dance practice, so I quickly got ready and headed out the door. I made it to our practice room and most of the other members where there, apart from Han and Felix. I didn't take much mind of it though, since there was still five minutes until practice would start. I took a seat next to Lee Know on the couch, thinking about Felix. I hadn't been able to get him off my mind since we started dating, every thought in my mind has been about him.

After a few minutes, I was snapped out of my thoughts by the door opening. I looked over and saw Felix and Han walking though the door together. Han had his arm slung around my precious Felix's shoulder, and they were barley an inch apart. I wanted to be happy that he was hanging out with Han like normal again, but something in me wouldn't let me.

I didn't realize it, but I must have been glaring at them since Felix gave me a 'stop that' look. I looked away from them. I didn't know why I was feeling like this, or what this feeling is, but I didn't like it. No, I didn't like what they were doing. Why were they so close to each other? Felix should be at my side. We're not even filming this dance practice, he should be with me, not with him.

I clenched my jaw, trying to ignore my thoughts. I looked over at Felix who was now sitting right next to Han, their legs touching and Han's arm still around his shoulder. My mind was ragging, but that rage quickly turned into confusion, when Lee Know abruptly got up and walked over to the two. He look mad. Why?

Lee Know roughly pushed Han a little away from Felix, sitting in between them. He then smiled and started talking to Han as normal. Why did he do that? Whatever, I'm glad he did, now Felix wasn't close to him anymore. I looked over at Felix who looked just as confused as me.

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Practice was over before we knew it, and I took the chance to walk back to the dorms with Felix. I don't know why, but I couldn't help but feel a sour taste, whenever I thought of Felix walking back with anyone else.

We walked back home in a comfortable silence, my eyes trailing his appearance. We got back to the dorms and I immediately grabbed his hand. I pulled him along into my room. I was so tried of never getting to see him and I wanted to show him that I can give him a better time than Han ever could.

Word count: 548

Sorry for being gone for so long, I was busy because I just got back from a long holiday and had to catch up on the first week of the school term that I missed.

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