(Third pov)
Felix was laying in his room with his own thoughts, trying to digest everything that had happened these last couple of days. Despite himself, he can't help but feel a little red when he's around Hyunjin. This feeling only recently started to come back, and when he found out that Hyunjin was feeling the same way, he freaked.
He feels bad for reacting the way he did, but he can't let him think even for a second that he wanted him too. It could ruin their lives if someone found out about what happened and if it were to happen again, it would be even harder to keep the secret.
*nock, nock* He heard from behind the door and sat up in his bed as he saw the door slid open. "Hey, Felix," Bangchan greeted, sitting beside him. "Hey mate, do you need anything?" he asked, confused about why he isn't his room at such a late hour.
"Naur, I just wanted to check up on you. You've been acting a little off," Bangchan admitted, not wanting to upset the boy. "Is everything okay?"
"Yea, just stressed," he responded, which isn't a complete lie. He is stressed, but for reasons, he would never tell him. Reasons only him and Hyunjin will ever know. "If you say so, but get some rest, we have dance practice in the morning, remember?" He said in his usual caring tone before exiting the room.
*** (The next morning)
Felix woke at around 7am the next morning and quickly got ready to head to the JYP company building for dance practice. When he got there most of the other embers were already there apart from Hyunjin. Where could he be?
"Have you seen Hyunjin?" he ask Jisung. "No, why? Are you worried about him~" Jisung teased jokingly. It's not usual to joke about liking the other members but for some reason, that made him feel exposed.
He sighed in relief when he saw the tall black hair boy walk through the door. "You're late." Bangchan said. "Yea, I know. I'll stay back a little" Hyunjin responded, sounding like he was not in a very good mood. What happened? he wondered.
"Hey, are you alright" The younger whispers to him as he stands next to him in our formation for practice. "Yea, I'm fine" he answers bluntly, which annoys Felix a little. Just yesterday, Hyunjin was telling him how he wanted them to talk again, and now he's just pretending like he's not even here.
Dance practice was over before we knew it. All of the members walked out apart from Hyunjin, who had to stay back.
Felix was gonna go with the others, but he just couldn't bear to leave him here all alone. So, he walked back over to him. "What are you doing" he questioned since the younger wasn't leaving with the rest. "I'm practising with you" he smiled at him. "Why, don't you want to go rest?" He said, not believing that Felix would want to stay. "Nah, I feel like I wasn't doing very well today, I want to practice a bit more. Plus, it wouldn't be any fun to practice alone"
He watched as his face slowly broke into a small smile. "I can't argue with that" he agreed, making Felix match his grin.
They practised the choreographing for a while, trying to get it perfect, but Felix kept messing up on one particular part. He groaned in annoyance at another failed attempt. "Here, let me show you," Hyunjin said, walking up behind him and gently placing his hands on the others hips. Felix feels his body heating up at his touch but doesn't say anything. He allows him to slowly guide his movements, blushing as he feels Hyunjin's hands sliding across his body. "Okay, now try to do it without my help." He breathed onto the younger boy's neck, taking a step back but still staying in arms reach.
Felix starts to copy what he had been shown, but when he was on my last few counts, he tripped landing on Hyunjin, pushing them both to the ground.
He freezes in place, feeling his body heat up at the position they had gotten into. He quickly sat up on Hyunjin, "I'm so sorry!" He struggles to get his words out, but his whole mind goes to a blank when he looks down at Hyunjin underneath him. He had his head thrown back and his eyes half lidded, he looked so fucking hot.
When the elder heard him speak, he quickly looked up at him. "Don't worry about it," he sat up and without realizing Felix placed his hands on his shoulders looking into his eyes, their faces only inches from one another. "Fuck" was the last word Felix heard leave the tallers mouth before he smashed his lips against the freckled boy's. However, not even a second later he pulled back. "I'm so sorry, I don't know why I did that!" He freaked out. Felix couldn't hold myself back connecting their lips a second time in a heated kiss. Hyunjin whimpered into the kiss, only increasing Felix's want for more of him. Just as he was about to push him down on the floor, they heard a nock from the other side of the door.
Felix quickly pushed away from him, standing up quickly as one of the staff members walk in. She smiles at them politely, grabbing something from the bench and walking back out. Felix looked down at Hyunjin, who looked just as shocked as he was. And as much as he tried not to, he couldn't help but feel a neediness for him the second he looked down at his sweaty and messed up hair.
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I know I did chan dirty with the 'Nuar' but I couldn't help it, lol
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Our Little Secret (Hyunlix)
FanfictionThis is a story about two K-pop idols, Hyunjin and Felix from Straykids. This story is based on the two having a little (Big) secret that they have kept to themselves since pre-debut. The connection that the two thought had gone away, blossomed agai...