Our Little Secret (Hyunlix)

Separation

(Third person)

Hyunjin was a little sad that Felix ignored him last night but none the less life moved on and now it's the next day.
He groaned as he felt someone shaking him out of slumber. "What do you want" he winced, still tired, "JYP wants to see you and Felix in his office," Bangchan said before leaving. OH SHIT! What does he want to talk about? He quickly jumped out of bed, getting changed and somewhat brushing his hair before rushing out the door. 

He made his way to JYP's office, suddenly feeling awkward when he saw Felix standing outside the office doors. "Do you know why he wants to talk to us?" he asked quietly, standing next to him. "No idea" Felix answered quietly as one of the staff directed them inside to his desk. Hyunjin gulped as he stood in front of JYP, who looked back at them with a very serious look. "Please sit" He ordered, and they obeyed, sitting in the two chairs in front of his desk. 

"It has come to my attention that some of the comments in your recent live." Felix gave Hyunjin a look, and Hyunjin could tell the younger blamed him completely, which was fair. "Now, neither of you are in trouble...however, I would like you too to be a bit distant from now on. Don't stand next to each other and refrain from having long conversations on camera, understood?" He said, not giving them a choice in the matter. "Yes," they both nodded. "Okay, you are right to leave." We both left, not speaking a word to each other. I hope that he doesn't hate me now.

*** (Hyunjin pov)

I was the next day. I was on my way to dance practice, and sadly, it will be filmed, meaning that I will have zero chances to talk to Felix. The practice was pretty boring, so to distract myself from Felix, I decided to just talk with Changbin today instead.

During our break from dancing, I went over to sit by Changbin, having some nice conversations with him, but it felt nothing like when I was with Felix. Speaking of Felix, I took a little glance in his direction, seeing him chatting with Han, Lee know, and Seungmin. It kind of upset me that he looked as happy as ever, maybe even more happy than when he's with me, or at least how he was with me before things got weird between us. I just ignored it, going on with my business until training was over.

At home I didn't get a single chance to see Feli. The younger was constantly hanging out with one of the other members, mainly Bangchan. I didn't mind this too much, but it would be nice to gets some alone time with him since I can't talk to him while the cameras are on.

*** (Third person)

It's been about two weeks, and things haven't gotten better. The only time he's talked with Felix was during breakfast and sometimes dinner. He's found himself almost craving to hang around the other. He needs him back and, if not, as a lover, at least as a friend.

Today they are getting ready to go on a little three-day holiday, the company thought it would be a good idea since their YouTube content had been pretty bland recently and they have time for a little break before the next comeback.

Hyunjin grabbed his bag and headed for the car, Jeongin, Lee know, Changbin and himself in one, and Han, Felix, Seungmin and Bangchan, in the other. And of course, he will get zero chances to talk to Felix since basically everything will be recorded apart from them sleeping. 'I hate this so much!', he thought in his head the while car drive. The fact that they care so much about us being shipped is probably just making Felix hate the thought of being with me more and more. Hyunjin, though, to himself.

***

They arrived at the destination, and surprisingly, they all had our own room, although they were pretty small. Hyunjin was happy that he wouldn't have to deal with the heartbreak for Felix sharing a room with another member. He knows it's childish, but he can't help but get this uncomfortable feeling when he sees him having fun with the others.

 They went on with their days, doing stupid challenges and putting it on for the camera. Although he loves Stay and filming for them, it can get a bit annoying to have to constantly act like he's having fun. 

***

It finally got to dinner time, and they were deciding the jobs for each member. Hyunjin waited anxiously to see who he would be paired up with. "And for setting the table, Hyunjin and..." Banchan took a moment to find the other members name, and Hyunjin felt his breath chock in the back of his throat. "and... Felix" Hyunjin almost passed out from lack of breathing. How did they get paired together? Aren't they supposed to be separated as much as possible?
The two boys exchanged a knowing look, but none the less complied and went to set the table. The two didn't interact much per JYP's request. Ony saying a few words in order to not gain suspicion from Stay's. 

As Felix was reaching over to place down some of the forks and knives, Hyunjin reached over him to place something at the end of the table. Felix felt his face heat up as the elder brushed against him. The touch was gently innocent, yet he still felt that same feeling as any other time he would get the taller boy's touch. 

Word count: 928

Yippie, another chapter done
It's also my birthday tomorrow!!!
(Yes, my birthday is on Father's day 😤)