CHAPTER 20

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"Tiana, no, don't fall asleep!"

Her eyes have closed, and I can't get her to open them.

"Wake up, Tiana. Stay with me, please. I'm here, it's Ben, I'm still here with you. Just open your eyes – open them and look at me, please."

It's no use. She has slipped off, and she's slipping deeper; I can see it. And there's nothing I can do. This isn't fair. None of this is fair. I'm programmed to love, and Tiana is who I love, but she keeps slipping deeper away from me.

I feel the tears in my eyes. They're as real as anything.

I have to remember this. She wanted me to remember this.

I have to remember our story.

I wipe my tears.

I remember I love her.

I remember she made me feel I belonged when I didn't even understand how lost I was.

I remember laughing.

I remember her blue hair – the same blue as mine.

I remember all this snow.

I remember her sleeping. I haven't looked away, and I won't.

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