A Boy That Was Never Mine

Confession in anger

Time skip

It has been more than 11 months since me and I started talking and now we both are so attached that there is no single thing that we don't share so I decided to confess my feelings to him once we meet.

But at the same time, I was more scared to confess what if he rejected me but even I can't keep my feelings to myself what if he went to some other girl and dated him thought that scared me so I just called him to meet me as it's been long we haven't spent time together he got so busy that we only talk at night for an hour no more messages no calls after that.

Even though I didn't complain as I knew what his dream was and how his family was he never forgot to ask me to make updates for me and make sure I was fine nor did he forget to flirt with me.

I called him and decided to meet at my favourite place and finally, we met after so long. He was already waiting for me once I reached as usual he noticed me from top to bottom and kept his hand near his heart and tried to fall I couldn't help but simply laugh at his stupid behaviour.

As usual, we hugged each other and started sharing what was going on in our lives despite sharing our daily lives it felt good to be with him holding hands And being beside me was the best thing I could find.

Or I can say he is my happy place or my daily dairy where I can speak anything without being judged I was just enjoying him beside me holding hands and my head on his shoulder with my eyes closed when he kissed my forehead I just smiled and again lean on his shoulder and we were busy talking.

I was about to confess to him when I heard the voice of some girl calling Aansh I just moved and saw Aansh he had a great smile on his face seeing that girl I didn't react much but look at them. Aansh came forward with that girl and told me that girl was her teddy bear and I was like what?? She said yes I am Aansh's teddy bear and hugged Aansh tightly I was so jealous that I wanted to slap that girl hard to touch my boy like that. I came out of my thoughts when Aansh hugged her back saying she is the one who is working with me in my office and cooks delicious food better than me.

My heart broke hearing that was this the same Aansh who once wouldn't stop complimenting me for my food and told me he doesn't eat food with this passion if someone else makes this except his friend's mom or his mother I just gave him a tight smile. And then he introduced me to that girl he simply said she was Vianna my good friend and it made me think again was just a good friend and nothing else for him. I narrowed my eyes towards him and he came near me and said, "Angel only I know what you are for me and trust me no one can ever take your place, simply, I don't want to tell the world what you are for me so relax and don't overthink".

But why, why can't you say the word that what I am to you I felt hurt and set aside leaving both of them alone. He was busy talking to her and didn't realise I was sitting alone after a few minutes they came back and her teddy bear (Reha) approached for dinner instantly Ash said yes and then I just denied saying no as I had already made other plans but you guys can continue ash felt that but reach was not ready to listen and dragged ranch with her I was so angry that I just left them keeping cash gift upon his bag and left from there without saying bye ash came back running behind and requested me to join.

"Why aansh why should I join you both? This time, this evening was meant to be our time right Aansh then why was the third person around?? See I don't have a problem with your friends but what about my time? You were the one who promised me that this would be just our time but it seems like someone is more important to you than me so just go and enjoy, I am the fool to wait for you and leave my work just to be with you leave means you can go with your new close ones and enjoy I am stupid to love you," I shouted at him as loud as I can and went from there.

I reached home and saw Mom and Dad were not there so I directly went to my brother's room he was busy at a conference so I just went to my room changed and came back to Bhai's room but he was still between conferences I just held his hand and seat beside him he saw that I was not in the mood so he asked me about that by just raising his eyebrows and told me to keep my head on his lap after an hour when he was free I hugged him and told everything about what happened.

He explained to me and told me to stay away from him and relax for now I just wanted to cry but I did not that week that I would cry so I slept on my bhai's lap.

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