Unseen darkness

Chapter seven Lucy's POV. Part 1

Lucy's POV.

It's always the same nightmare, I can never see his face, just the back of his head and the tattoo on his neck, a black raven. There is blood everywhere, my mothers eyes slowly close, and that's when I wake up gasping for air and crying.

"It's ok, sshhh!, it's ok baby, you're safe" he pulls me close and strokes my hair, it calms me like nothing ever has before, that's until I remember where I am, what he is, and what he's done to me, I push him away and shout in his face

"WHAT DID YOU DO TO ME?" He looks at me with worried eyes, then try's to put his hand on my shoulder but I jump out of the bed "DON'T TOUCH ME!" He sighs and puts his hand back down.

"Lucy I won't hurt you, I could never hurt you" he looks me up and down and grins, I'm still wearing his t-shirt, I fold my arms over my chest and give him a dirty look. His grin gets bigger, he gets up and walks in to the bathroom, he returns with the pile of clothes that I'd left on the floor. "Get dressed and I'll explain everything" he hands me the clothes, I grab them and quickly run for the bathroom but he stops me by standing in front of the door "you're not going to lock yourself in there again are you?" He gives me a little smile, I'm speechless, now is not the time to have a brain malfunction, I shake my head at him and he lets me pass. I quickly get in to the bathroom and shut the door, I let out a big breath that I didn't even know I was holding. All that rage and anger from earlier has gone, now I just feel numb, it's like my mind has given up, my brain has packed it's bags and left. I look around the room and slowly walk to the mirror that's hanging above the sink, I keep my head down, I'm not sure if I want to look but I need to know. I slowly lift my head and look at my reflection, I gasp, my eyes are no longer glowing white but I look like a corpse, my usual bright green eyes are lifeless and bloodshot, my lips are dry and on the verge of cracking, my long black hair is all over the place and frizzy, my skin is pale, I look like the vampire bride. I burst out laughing, how ironic, KNOCK! KNOCK! God can't a girl have a nervous break down with out being interrupted. "Lucy? Are you ok?" I can't stop laughing, "Lucy?, I'm coming in" his words are like a slap to the face.

"NO!" I shout at the door "I'm fine"

"Ok, but hurry up, we have a lot to talk about" yeah, no shit! I think I'd start with why the fuck I'm here? I take a deep breath and inspect the clothes Ivy got for me.

"You have got to be kidding me!" I hold up the underwear, what the hell was she thinking? A thong, really! And no bra, great! I quickly slip the thong on and check out the red jeans, well at lest they are my size, I take off Mr psychos t-shirt and shove the jeans on along with a black tank top, I guess this will have to do. I run my fingers through my hair in an attempt to calm it, but it doesn't do much good, I look at myself in the mirror, "Time to get some answers" I walk to the door and slowly open it, I go to walk in to the bedroom but I hesitate, come on, you can do this. I put my head up and walk in, I stop as soon as I step one foot through the door, Mr psycho is standing next to the bed with his back to me half naked. He reaches down and picks up a t-shirt off the bed and starts to put it on, he turns around and my eyes follow his hands as they pull the t-shirt down over the most amazing six pack I've ever seen, my eyes slide over his body and stop on the waistband of his jeans. The jeans are hanging off his hips and the top button is undone, he coughs and my eyes shoot up, he's smiling at me, shit! What is wrong with me, I mentally slap myself, no perving on psycho man!.

"Like what you see?" The answer yes pops in to my head, god if I could slap myself properly right now I would. What am I thinking? I look down at the floor, "I'll take that as a yes then" cocky bastard! I can feel my cheeks burning, he walks over to me and lifts my chin so I'm forced to look at him, his eyes are so blue I could get lost in them, I want to get lost in them, what the hell is happening to me? I pull away from him and walk over to the chair in the corner of the room, my body is shaking, not because I'm scared, but because it's screaming at me to get close to him, to have him touch me again. My brain has definitely left the building because at this moment the memory of him kissing me and squeezing my bare ass is running around my head, and it's turning me on. STOP IT!, I scream in my head, I take a deep breath and slowly sit down keeping my eyes on the floor, I don't think I can look at him without thinking about having his hands on me.