Unseen darkness

Chapter Eleven Lucys POV Part 2

Lucy's POV

I stand there staring at Ivy's unmoving body. Oh god What have I done? Have I killed her? Is it even possible to kill a vampire? Why isn't she moving? Oh god she's dead. I slowly walk over to Ivy's crumpled lifeless body, what do I do? Should I check her pulse? Do vampires have a pulse? A voice in my head shouts "human" oh shit what does that mean? Is someone coming? Did they hear me scream? What am I thinking of course someone heard me, shit I need to get Ivy inside. Im freaking out, the voice in my head gets louder, oh god, I quickly grab Ivy's hand close my eyes and think of my bedroom. I open my eyes and we're safely inside my apartment, I pick Ivy up off the floor and lay her on my bed. Her body is so limp oh god I've killed her, KNOCK KNOCK! I jump at the sound of someone knocking my front door, shit, I slowly walk out of the bedroom to the living room. KNOCK KNOCK! I reach the door and quickly look through the spy hole. "Oh fuck" I mouth, I take a deep breath, put a smile on my face and open the door. "Ethan" I say a bit to high, I cough to clear my throat "Is everything okay?" Ethan leans against the door frame and folds his arms across his chest.

"You tell me, you're the one screaming" god how I hate him he's so unbelievably cocky.

"Ermm.... sorry about that...... there was....... ermm.... a spider" a spider, really that's the best I could come up with?, Ethan gives me a crooked smile.

"A spider? I never had you down as someone who's scared of spiders" I narrow my eyes at him as he starts to laugh.

"Yes well I'm not, it just made jump that's all."

"Jump? It sounded like someone was trying to kill you" he stands up straight and puts a hand on my shoulder "do you need me to come in and get the big bad spider for you?" I remove his hand from my shoulder, his touch makes my skin crawl, don't get me wrong Ethan is probably one of the best looking guys in London with his chocolate coloured eyes, his golden brown hair and a body that could put most men to shame. When Jade first saw him I had to physically shut her mouth to stop her from drooling, but he's a total sleaze ball.

"No it's ok I've already got rid of it" Ethan looks me up and down and raises his eyebrow, it makes my whole body shiver and not in a good way, he's so creepy.

"What's with the t-shirt? Not really your size is it?" He says with a bit of arrogance in his voice. I look down at Leo's t-shirt, hmmm I could have some fun with this and get the creep off my back, for now at least.

"Oh this, it's my boyfriends." I say with a big smile. When I look back up, Ethan has a look of disappointment on his face that makes me want to smile even more, maybe now he'll back off, he's basically been stalking me for the last two years and I refuse to be one of his many conquests, like Jade was.

"Boyfriend? And how long have you been with this boyfriend?" He spits the word boyfriend like it leaves a bad taste in his mouth.

"I don't see how that's any of your business" he raises his eyebrows as if in shock at my bluntness.

"just wanted to know how serious it was" now he's starting to piss me off, I need to get rid of him before I do something I'll regret.

"Oh it's serious...... now if you don't mind I have things to do" I say in a irritated tone then slam the door in his face. What a prick. I turn around and freeze, Ivy is standing in the door way to my bedroom rubbing the back of her neck. "Ivy I, I, I ........." I don't even know what to say. Ivy gives me a sad smile and starts walking towards me.

"It's not the first time someone has broke my neck" she stops about an arms length away from me. I look at her in horror, I broke her neck? Oh god. "Hey, don't worry about it, I'm fine" this is all so fucked up, my whole life is falling apart. I've turned in to a monster, I've lost my best-friend and I have the almost uncontrollable need to kill anyone that pisses me off. I sink to the floor and put my head in my hands. Ivy kneels down next to me and puts a hand on my shoulder. "Miss Lucy it's okay, really I'm fine." I shake my head, tears start to fall down my cheeks.