tronnor one shots

Its all your fault!

*Connor's POV*10:29pm*

Troye has been near Tyler a lot recently and I'm not gonna lie, it's bugging me!

I mean why wouldn't it! Troye is my boyfriend not Tyler's! He should be with me not Tyler!

I get it if he's just hanging out but they haven't even invited me to anything their doing. When Troye comes home he never tells me what they were up to or what they were doing.

Troye soon came through the door.

I rolled my eyes and started to make a cup of coffee.

"Hey babe" He spoke

I turned around, facing him.

"Oh is Tyler here?" I questioned, with a bit of annoyance.

"What's up with you! You have been so moody recently! What's up, Con, why are you acting like this!" Troye snapped

"Because Troye! When was the last time to hung out with me, alone!," I yelled back at him. He sighed.

"Yea, that's what I thought! You are MY boyfriend not Tyler's! I hate sharing you with him!" I said turning the coffee maker on.

"Why would you think that I would cheat on you! Don't you trust me!" He shouted

"Not when you hang out with Tyler for a week straight! You haven't hung out with me since last Tuesday!"

"Why does it matter when I hang out with Tyler! You're my boyfriend! You're the only person I love!"

"Because I'm afraid of losing you! Because I love you! You are all I have, Troye, I'm not letting that bastard take you away from me!" I yelled, getting more frustrated by the second.

"I can't believe you would think I would cheat on you! I love you and only you! Maybe it was a bad idea to be together!" He yelled back.

Tears fell down my cheeks as he tried to finish that sentence.

"Troye-" he cut me off by yelling once again

"No Connor! If you don't trust me maybe we shouldn't be together! Tyler was right about you! You isolate yourself from everyone!"

"Because I'm afraid of losing people! I'm afraid of being alone! My family hates me! Your all I have, Troye!"

"Well I guess you're alone" he sighed, walking to the door.

"Troye please" I cried

"No Connor! You caused this! It's all your fault!" Troye said storming out of my apartment.

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*Troye's pov*

Living with Tyler wasn't so bad as I thought it would be, but it's not like living with Connor...

From what Kian had told us Connor has lost it. He has been talking to himself, trying to commit suicide, self harming himself, smashing house hold items and just overall lost it.

It's sad Connor has turned into a crazy person.

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I woke to Tyler talking on the phone; he was sobbing lightly.

"What's wrong Ty" I asked

He held up one finger, telling me to give him a minute.

He soon hung up, walking over to me and hugged me tight.

"It's Connor," Tyler cried
"He committed suicide, He-he-He's gone"

My heart broke, at first I thought it was a joke, but the way Connor has been recently I knew it couldn't have been a joke.

I couldn't help but cry. I loved Connor with my heart and now he's gone.

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Today was Connors funeral. I had just wanted to stay home and cry but Tyler is forcing me to go.

We soon got to the funeral home where everyone was. Tyler and I found Connor's family and told them how sorry we were for their lose.

Tyler soon dragged me up to say goodbye to Connor dead body. I Don't get why but he said just to see Con for one last time.

As we walked up to the coffin that contained Connor's body I felt my heart drop. Seeing him lay there lifeless and motionless scares me.
I mean why wouldn't it.

I couldn't take it anymore.
I miss Connor more than anything!
He will always be my one true love.

I need to be with him!

- WARNING - BLOOD, SUICIDE ETC

I started to walk home, well Tyler's.

Once I got there I grabbed a knife from the kitchen. I placed it in my backpack and walked to the nearest Alleyway.

I hid behind a garbage can as I committed suicide.

I let the knife dig through my skin as pictures of my life flashed before my eyes. I only wanted to be with Connor.

I just a wanted to be with him, he meant everything to me.

As my life flashed before my eyes I regretted the decision. Sure I would miss Connor but I didn't want to die!

I was losing breath faster than expected.

***

Soon I shot up in mine and Connor's bed; breathing heavily, covered in sweat & panicking.

"Troye what's wrong" A voice spoke

I turned to see Connor sitting up beside me. I woke him up.

"You're alive!" I grabbed him and held him close, not letting go.

"Yea," he laughed "why wouldn't I be?"

"It was a dream" I muttered under my breath.

I glanced over at Connor, he was starring at me confused and worried.

"I had a dream that we got into a fight because I was hanging out with Tyler more than with you, and then we broke up and you went crazy and commit suicide and I couldn't take it anymore so I commit suicide so we could be together" I said still breathing heavily.

"That's sad but also kinda cute," Connor chuckled, still very tired.

"But just know, Troye, that will never happen okay and that I'm not going anywhere"

He let off a beautiful morning smile and pulled me close to him.

I checked the time on my phone
2:48am

I cuddled up to Connor as we both fell asleep.

It was just a dream