Lost Light | Hyunlix

Lost control

P.S. It will be long one for sure, i wrote in some kind of wanting to get closer to messy head of the Hwang, I hope u like this one, i tried to make it fluffy more...i have no idea how the blood and fluff can be combined together. 

I am so excited for MetGala this year. 

This book gives me DPR IAN vibes for sure, Bad Cold, Mood etc. I will post another chapter soon for sure, i mean in these days....i can't tell exactly when cause i haven't finished it yet. Also, soon will be one turn in the story.......tooooo curvy one) 

The door banged loud as I slammed the metal corpus entering the flat.

I was in anger the papers on the table were thrown on the floor aggressively as I pulled the cigar out lighting it up, the mess it created as I heard the steps as the door opened and stressed body of my programmer appeared in front of me.

-I had no idea, Hwang, I am sorry its my bad, I left the steps and it's my mistake, I will erase the picture from her computer.

-It won't help me, they saw Felix and I can only imagine what the boy will go through.

I exhaled in irritation the smoke breathing heavily.

-I can do something else?

He asked and the silent tone made me realise that he felt like shit, the same way as I was.

-Get lost.

I said as he closed the door running from me and he was right, I was going into a mess stage.

-Why am I thinking about him?

I whispered the pain in the head appeared as cigar fell on the floor hitting the rough marble floor.

-Shit! Not now.

I screamed as I locked the door.

The heavy breath of mine was loud as I fell on the floor by the door as my head was cracking like hell.

I was having it back, the same pain that was followign me for years.

-Fucking hell.

I burst as the loud steps of V who rushed back was heard.

-Hwang, are u alright?

-I said get lost!

I threw at him as he signed leaving the space but he remained inside as he always did, he just waited for the thing to end and then he would leave me.

The crapping sound of the nerves bursting inside the head made me scream again as I felt the drops of sweat appeared on my forehead and I pushed my hands on the head, the heart beat was burning the body.

-Shit.

I whispered in hysteria as the lightning bold appeared again as I gritted my teeth trying to find some safe place as the hotties filled again, the suit top fell on the side as I just ripped the white shirt of myself cursing myself again, the sweat was all over me as the coldness of the walls helped me a little and I crawled to the safe as the code was the hard thing to be done, the strength left me for sure.

The trembling hands dialled the wrong passcode as I roared in disgust of myself trying agin and again.

The mess I did was undeniable.

The smell of still lit cigar was coming to me as I bit the lip felling the little relief the as the code clicked well and I threw myself inside the space looking for the powder.