Childhood trauma that led to the horrible outcome as it changes Hyunjin into the monster himself, the feelings he lost to life in general, unable to feel anything but hate and pleasure to terror, leading to him becoming the most cruel some man in Ma...
I am locked up in the small cabin in the woods for weeks now, I haven't heard of the Hwang, he was busy making my father's orders for sure. I think he doesn't need me as he wants to live life as he said "I fuck only once".
I guess I am not that much interesting of the person ,he may have any girl or boy he wants.
I was sitting down on the little bench as the high fence were watching me as the small yard was my only precious thing I had, I was reading the book. The only fun I had this time, I never knew myself, I never guessed how is it to be free as the every single time I was locked inside the house growing like a vegetable.
I dreamt to run away and become the free human but it wasn't possible for sure.
My bruises almost disappeared but I still was beaten by the guards from time to time, I guess they were pouring the anger issues on me.
My toes touched the grass as I slipped off the bench falling on the grass as my head hit the land making a soft touches covering my back with think green layer as I was inside the book reading the other romance story again.
I and no idea how time flew as I saw guards leave to the shop leaving me with the maids as the sun was falling over the horizon but I wasn't able to see that as the whole thing was covered by wooden wall. The only lights were playing in the sky as the loud scratch disturbed me as I looked up locking my eyes with the black figure, it was Hwang sitting on the top of the wall smirking to me.
-Are u going to sit there longer?
He laughed giving me his hand as I jumped up giving him the hand as he pulled me easily helping to get on the edge as we met and he jumped opening his arms to catch me from the other side of the wall. I smiled falling right into his hands as he took me as I felt the kiwi smell of the lollipop he had in his mouth.
-U got no shoes? Hop on my back.
He said as i shyly did so. As he pushed himself walk-in up the hill somewhere, I had no idea where.
The long path was easily crushed by him as he was carrying me there up the hill.
-U read romance?
He asked me as I burned the cheeks in the red colour.
-I do.
-So u love romance?
-I do.
I said as he giggled tightening the grip on my legs.
-But u life, it's not a place for romance, Felix.
-I know but still there is a hope right.
I had no idea it was a statement or a question.
He stopped and I looked up seeing the pretty view on the whole nature was offered there, it was big greenery scene as I was placed on my feet hitting grass as he stopped looking himself.
-It's pretty here.
He whispered and I nodded as he pulled the bag he had o himself carrying from front as he pulled the blanket placing it on the floor as he sat looking o the view as his hands hit the back as I looked at the relaxed body of his, he pushed the sleeve of the black t-shirt exposing the muscular arm and shoulders and the eyes closed as his head fell o the back catching the vitamin D.
I looked as he had scar on the arm and there other scratches there, I wonder how they appeared.
-U are drilling a hole in me?
He said calmly as I pushed myself to sit as my eyes traveled to the view as it was for sure incredible the pink and orange sky was mixed and now it was a pretty combo of colours indeed.
-Ask.
He said short as he pushed the lollipop inside of my mouth as he still remained unfazed.
-U said u sleep once and then leave...
I saw his face turn to me as he scanned my red face.
-So u think I will fuck u and leave? Is it what bothering, Lixie?
He said as i grabbed the corner of the blanket looking in front as I saw his face.
-I didn't mean that.
-Wanna try and figure it out?
He whispered closer as he turned to his place giving me space.
-What was his name?
I asked trying to change the topic. And it kind worked he closed his eyes gasping lightly.
-Yongbok, was it, we used to play a lot as kids and a lot of times we got involved in some crazy shit. He was the only one I would die for.
He said it so easily as I wanted to have such relationship as he had.
-Do u know who killed him?
-Killed? It was an accident but u may be right, I guess u father was involved, I feel it.
I opened my eyes looking at him as he was calmly sitting as we watched the sun sitting.
-And are u going to kill my father?
I asked looking into his side profile.
-I do, but I need something from him first to do so.
I nodded to myself, he was so cruel to me that I had hardly had any sadness involved in the situation with father.
His face turned to mine as he looked inside my eyes as he was trying find something that I perhaps didn't have.
-U are so pretty.
He said as his hand came to my face touching the chin as he pulled me closer taking the lollipop off as he threw it on the grass kissing me lightly.
He pushed me to sit on him as we kissed again, his tongue was guiding me through he kiss, he wasn't harsh as his personality, he was different, the same as that lover from the book I was reading.
His touches were light as the sun was brushing my skin.
-Hyunjinnie...
I whispered a she parted giving me time to breathe.
-Will u fuck me?
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