Lost Light | Hyunlix

It is me

P.S. OMG, i guess ATE album will be my fav one, until now it was Maxident and I guess i can't wait to see new songs, I want to release chapters faster but it's so much overwhelming, i have no time alone much and spend it or working or being out on some events. 

I hate solve problems of my parents, i didn't want to complain here, but the amount of time and efforts and finances i got on those, it's just drives me crazy, why me - a young adult being able to solve problems so easily and they succeed only in creating them... for you to understand is me who is worried if 'they' will have enough to pay for rent for month, cause they know if something i will always do that.....and i receive only comments 'you are a daughter, u should' and if it would be some mutual thing but i was brought up by grandparents and bought flat from my own money and career, nothing their except physical damage and slight attention wasn't given in my childhood. I am sorry for writing this, i just don't have whom to tell, they won't understand.... 

All my friends have parents who help or slightly support their kids.......i hate my ENTJ syndrome.....

In general, I am planning on finishing all books so i can move on new once) I have plans to write about Minsung a story and maybe "Ateez"....i am such baby in K-pop. 

Felix's POV

I opened my eyes and I was in some Lightroom. It didn't seem to be the house as it looked around. There was glass of water in front of me and something looking like a food. I pushed the blanket off myself jumping out but I felt it once I was still sore , that night I will never forget the night is shared with him the night I finally wanted to happen. It was just magnificent on the loud bang of my body. I saw the young man entering inside of the room. He jumped up to me helping me to sit up on the bed.

-How are you?

-I am alright.

I looked at him because I didn't know who he was. I have never seen this man before. I had no idea. He was tall. Black hair man was nice features. He was extremely handsome and he has been having some microphone in the ear.

-Oh I am sorry I didn't introduce myself. You perhaps? I've never seen me. My name is

V. I am the friend of Hwang Hyunjin. Of course you know who he is so I was kind of like personal assistant/friend.

I looked at him and it made sense right now. I was always wondering with whom he was talking from time to time and now this finally question was resolved.

-And where is Hyunjin?

I asked, but the only thing that I saw in his eyes it was the biggest fear he was stumbling and it was never able to talk to me. He just sat near me patting on the shoulder as he passed the glass of water and some kind of treatment.

-I guess you need this right now it's a painkiller.

Smiled weekly to me and waited until I will drink the water with the peel and after that he wanted to tell me but there was so many questions that I wanted to ask him but the main one was still the same.

-So where is Hyunjin?

He took the placing it back on the table as he finally started talking.

-It's a long story and I think it's finally time to talk. I'm really sorry that I am the person who is telling everything to you and not him. I guess it would be better if he told that but I don't think he will be able to do that so a lot of years ago that has been some kind of childhood friends and unfortunately he discovered it not long time ago. You were some kind of very important friends actually never spoke about it that much. She didn't like such kind of talks anymore. A lot has happened during the last years and a lot of things change him into the person he's right now you will be right to tell if he's completely a murder and blood killer. It's true Felix. But the most important thing is said how many people died from your father as he call himself or whatever there is so many of them of those poor victims who suffered and it's kind of his personal vendetta. I don't know much of the details because I was just an assistant who was helping him from time to time and not long ago he discovered your true personality and it gave him some kind of hidden motivation to push forward so he agreed to do one thing which I considered to be complete mistake he sold himself to your father/boss.