Lost Light | Hyunlix

New way

Felix's POV

It was a week since he disappeared and we really didn't have very much choice but to hope I was spending all of my days asking his best friend some details about his life because I never knew I never was curious and I never discovered much more he told me some of the funny stories that both of them live through the drunk evenings and parties but also different cases that they were solving Through all of the story I got an idea of why he was such a killer. I would never accept an apology of defending him as a person because I would never understand truly that he didn't reach. He was having inside but my mind was so much stronger to him that embassy automatically allowed myself to feel sorry for him. I wanted him to return back but knowing my father it would be almost impossible. I knew that there will be a lot of consequences coming together was all of that stories. I was not sure he's going to leave because if my father will find out who he was and how many years he was tricking him, he wouldn't let him leave or he will eat his own guys, and use him as his personal killer, but I was wondering if he would agree that he was so much personality that becoming a slave of the boss would be just impossible.

-You know he never gave up every single time I wanted to just ended. He was always looking for some solutions. He would never stop. He had always up to what he was doing. I really was jealous of him because of that.

Said V is he brought some sandwiches placing in front of me together with some cold drink.

-I wonder if he would be able to go away because you know my father is kind of like having someone else addiction to him but I'm not sure that after figuring everything out it will end up so good and they were saying that I can do anything. I'm just a weak person.

-You're not a person Felix never had a chance to stand up Hyunjin saw that in you. it always consider you a little honest and clear spirit so don't say that things I was trying to hack inside of their system during the last days to see whatever was happening but I need more time until then just stressed I will try to figure out what to do.

He said calmly going away as I was left in the room filled with light. I had taken in my hands a piece of his picture. It was the only picture I had his friend gave it to me and I was daring keeping it close to my heart. He was a little bit younger on that picture and having still black hair, I really enjoyed that he changed it to white we wear matching colours right now, felt so good. I wanted to kiss him so badly. I wanted to hug him. He was the only person who cared about me this life how it's possible to be like that.

Day was announced that he was at bosses of mafia just spread this information all around telling that he was shot by his boss wasn't ridiculous. I was crying but there was still a light. Hope that it was all reality.

V was locked inside of his room. He didn't go outside. I felt that he was depressed even though he didn't like him that much. He always had very big piece of respect to our team. I didn't know what he was doing. I tried to bring him some food, but he denied the doors to stay close for longer time. I was just tired. I stepped outside on the fresh air cause it has been wakes that I was closing inside I hated the feeling I was finally free to do whatever I want and my heart was filled with so much stuff. They couldn't imagine. We had one more guard with us. He was some other secret friend that was helping us, so I came up to him asking to learn me something. What's maybe beneficial for us he didn't know that much brain stuff but he was very well acknowledged in taekwondo and as I had a lot of time coming up I started training with him every single day he said that I'm slim and weak but my legs have a potential the footwork of mine was amazing as he said as day by day I spent throw myself in the hands of that card to make me somehow at least a little bit stronger. It felt better though the sadness was feeling my heart every single time I thought of him.