honestly, i think feelings are overrated. usually, if you're like me you always end up falling for someone who is no good for you, or have no intention on catching you whenever you fall face first for them. this has happened to me wayyyyy too many times. i'm pretty sure nobody likes falling for someone then ending up with a broken heart afterwards. sometimes even, you fall for someone who you never even thought you'd have any feelings for. those are the most surprising. catching feelings for someone can actually end up pushing you away from the people who actually care about you the most. you gotta watch out for stuff like that. that's exactly why i keep my heart closed off. the only people who contribute in any of my happiness are the ones i know care, not the ones who don't. yeah, i know this thing is kinda short, but i didn't know what else to write about. theres just too much going through my mind. so eh. -siah.
