i thought you loved me, but in reality, im just another one of the many girls who you've given your heart to. you make me feel special when deep down, im really nothing to you. you couldn't care less about me. i fuck up, yes i understand that. but so do you, you can't blame all this on me. i never meant to hurt you, but you sure as hell seemed like you meant to hurt me. you just play me like one of your games, and to me, it hurts. makes me feel worthless, pathetic, dumb. but for you, i guess its some sort of accomplishment. do you feel as if you're accomplishing something, while im the one sitting broken hearted, with tears rolling down my face? I think not.
not really any point to this, just caught up in my feelings. lol. old writing though, so yeah.
