and for some reason , i always begin to think that things will fall back into place
all of the memories i continue to reminisce about
all of the pain of your absence , whenever all i ever wanted was to show you the love you truly deserved
all of the good times , before they we overthrown by the endless hours of heartbreak and foolish arguments
i miss the times when you were the backbone of my very existence
you were my best friend and lover
i never would've second guessed the amount of love and admiration i had for you
but as time went on , so did you
the feelings you had for me , if they were even there before , began to disappear
and i never knew what i was doing wrong because i gave you everything i had in me
but it wasn't enough for you, i was never enough for you
i remember the days you would tell me i was beautiful and make me feel like the princess you always told me i was
you would hold my hand and shower me in affection and show me off
never for a second regretting calling me yours
but i don't know why i continue to grieve over the loss of someone who isn't dead , but still living
still living a life without me
even though you always promised the life that we both lived would be together
and maybe one day i'll come to accept the fact that you don't want me and the love is gone
but always from the bottom of my soul,
you will always have my heart
