i almost loved you.
i almost let my guard down for you.
but you see, the person who came before you..
he tore those walls down.
they crumbled while my heart shattered along with it.
im crying tears of joy because i didn't allow myself to love you as i loved him
i don't want love when i still can't even seem to love myself
love is damaging.
almost as damaging as me staring back into those same exact eyes that i fell for
