the fear of not knowing. the fear of feeling pain. the fear of losing everyone and everything. what life are you supposed to live if you are only surrounded by fear? living off the " what ifs ". allowing people who are no better than you say things about you behind your back, making you feel more worthless than you'd ever felt. not giving off the good vibes, only the bad. if you want to make everyone happy somehow, how can you do that if all you do is saddening? what is the possibility of accomplishing something if all you do is put yourself down? you can't live in fear. you just have to make your own decisions and see the outcomes.