Only sometimes I'm as strong as you think i am. I may seem like I'm always positive and happy and everythings always going great with me. But thats not the case. Half the time im either too sad to admit, or I'm just depressed in general. I don't know what to do anymore. I'm sad. Way too sad for a thirteen year old girl. I shouldn't feel this way. I shouldn't want to harm myself. I shouldn't feel so insecure. I shouldn't wanna leave this world. I should learn to love myself, but living in a world like this. It's so hard. You can't go anywhere without being judged by somebody.I try my best to make everyone around me smile. I want to make everyone happy. That's my goal. I always want people around me to be happy,even whenever most of the time, I'm not.
