The girl with no name (completed)

I feel useless!

Ariana POV

OMG! Mom please be wise and do not bring Richard. I do not want to deal with him now. I am in so much pain and I don't want more of it coming from him.

-Aria?
Said James

-yes?

-I will protect you. Your step-dad can't do anything about it. I am so sorry! Its all my fault. I shouldn't have called her.

-No its not! It was the drunk driver's fault. And if he comes I won't care. I have suffered so much more than this.

-Ariana I won't let you suffer never. If you suffer I suffer.

He took my arm and kissed my hand like a princess. Awww. Ariana calm yourself.

-Aria whats that?

He pointed at my new recently cuts of last night. Oh fuck!

-Nothing I just...

Cutting my sentence mom entered the room!

-Oh my little baby! What happened to you?

-Mom we just had a car accident.

-oh baby! Don't worry I will get you out of here.

-Where is Richard?

-He is out if town. He has some conferences.

PHEW!!! Thanks God!

-Where is Megan?

-Richard took her with him. He wanted to spent quality time with her. They will be two weeks out of the country in Paris, France.

Oh no! Why did she go with him?

-Aria can you come home with me? At least for the two weeks he won't be here. I need you! You are my daughter! I miss you!

I looked at James and he slowly nodded.

-Soo when will I get out of here?

Megan POV

Walking slowly passing the eiffel tower holding my daddie's hand. I hate being here and knowing what he wants me to do.

-Baby are you ready for quality time with me?

-Why would I?

SLAP!

-SHUT UP!

-Why do you want me? I am your daughter? I am not your wife. Why didn't you came with Jane?.

-I am not going to answer your stupid questions! Shall we go to our 5 stars resort?

-Watever

God! Please somoene save me please!

Ariana POV

Laying in my room brings me so many memories. I feel wierd. This place feels so peacefully. Normally I am always in a worry. My whole life is a worry. Why shouldn't I just kill myself? This world has nothing for me. My dad died because of this man that is in love with my mom. I did things I shouldn't have. If anyone knows about my secrets I swear I will kill myself. Why am I even breathing right now? I don't deserve this.
The only thing that relaxed me was the sharp knife trespassing my skin. And so I did. I know this is wrong, but everything in my life is wrong. I deserve each and every cut. I should have had died in that car accident. Now I am a pain in the butt to everybody because I am in a wheelchair. Although I have James, Olive and Jade, I know that they will be better without me. They don't need me. They are just with me because I am a poor bullied girl. Maybe I should just quit.

~Bzzzzz~

I checked my phone and it was a message from George.

* hey beautiful! I miss you! Can I see you tonight? I want to take you out. Love you!

Before I could even respond I heard a knock on the door. Oh no I have to wash these cuts. I sat in the wheelchair and entered as fast as I could to my bathroom. Washing my cuts made me think of why I do this. I hate myself for what horrible thing I did to Regina. She was mine! My baby. My daughter! I should have been the one that was killed not her.
But if my mom knew I had her she was going to kill me. I thought my reputation in school would be worse. They would call me a whore. But I still can't believe I killed my own daughter! I hate Ariana Rivera! I started to cry through out my thoughts.

-Aria can I come in?
Oh I forgot there was someone knocking.

-Who is it?

-Its me Olive

-Get in.

Olive POV

I was really worried about Ariana. It has a past a whole week and she hasn't gone out of the house. I know she is in a wheelchair but she hasn't called anyone. I know that something more is wrong with her. Not because of the accident. I heard a "come in" and I did. I saw her room and I saw drops of blood in her desk and knife covered with blood. I felt like this was a scary movie. Omg!

-Aria are you ok?

-yeah! I am perfectly fine

By her tone in her voice I knew she was lying.

She got out of the bathroom with a long sleeve shirt.

-Aria are you cold?

-Yeah! I think I am sick.

-Aria your air conditioner is on. And you are cold? Did you cut yourself? You don't have to lie. I promise I won't do anything.

She took the sweater off and I saw so many cuts on her arm. I felt disgusted but I also felt worried about her.

-Why you do this?

-It makes me feel better. I deserve it.

-You don't.

-I do.

-Why?

-You don't care!

-Tell ME!

-NOOO!

-ARIA

-FINE ONE OF THE REASONS I DO IT IS BECAUSE I KILLED MY BABY!

She bursted and cry.

-What?

-Promise you won't tell no one.

-I promise

-The week before George left me he asked me to make love to him. I was not sure about it, but I would do anything for him.
I thought he used protection, but I guess it didn't work. I was pregnant. It was going to be a girl. I was going to call her Regina. But I never told no one not even George. I decided to kill it. Although Sabs took my reign in that time, I let her do it because of my baby. If I would do something I wouldn't have been here with you right now. But I prefered that Sabs took my throne because being in the throne makes everybody know everything about you. I did not wanted them to know about the baby and call me a whore. But still I was so selfish that I killed it. I have done more things that I regret and I think I don't deserve living, but this is the only time I have done something like murdering a human being. I can't live with this guilt. If you wouldn't come I think I would be dead by now.

-Oh Ariana anytime you need to talk about something just call me.

She nodded and I hugged her tightly.
She needs help. I am scared one day I come here and I see her dead. That's my biggest fear.