The girl with no name (completed)

Why am I not happy?

Ariana POV

Why do I feel this? I feel like if I am still incomplete. Maybe because nothing really will complete me. No matter if I took my abuser out of my life, I will still be my worst enemy. I hurt myself more than Richard ever did. Why? Because I have been guilty of 5 tragedies.

1. I killed my daughter.

2. I killed a little girl with my car.

3.

I can't keep going. I promise James I would try not to damage myself and this could even cause my death.
I need to stop. When I looked down I was already cutting myself with a sharp part of my bracelet. This is like an automatic mode, but why? Because I don't deserve living.

Tears were sliding in my face. Why can't I be happy with myself? Because I will never be happy. The demons in my head will always tell me that.

~Ding dong~

Who could it be? I mean not a lot of people know that I actually live in my brother's penthouse.
I washed the blood of my arms becuase no one needs to know.

I opened the door very slowly and...

-Hey beautiful!

-George! I haven't seen you in a while.

-Yeah! I've been very busy. My father wants me to work in his company, so he showed me how things should be done.

-That is awesome! Come on in.

-Thanks! So now you live with your brother?

-Yeah, he is at work now, but how did you find out?

-News fly by very fast when you live in LA.

-Hahaha! Its very true

-Hey will you go to the Halloween party tomorrow?

-I don't really know. No one has invite me yet. So...

~beep beep~

-Oh I am sorry George let me see this message.

I opened the message and I couldn't believe what I was seeing.

Hey cutie!
I want to ask you something. Can I have the honor to take you to the Halloween Party tomorrow?

Loves you,
Uglyful!

-George I think someone beat you already.

-Who is the jerk?

-James. He wants me to go with him.

-That jerk! Ugh I don't like that guy. He looks like an angel, but I know there is something wrong about him.

-George don't worry about it. I mean he is just my best friend. And you know that right now I am not in the mood to date now.

-Ariana you have changed so much. You are not that same girl you were before. That arrogant, self-centric, cynical person you were before is gone.

-George I was immature and a kid. I just wanted attention like any teen. I have been through a lot of things, but those things made me grow up and realize I can't be that girl anymore.

-Ariana I don't know how it happened, but I am in love with that girl that you are today, but you know you still are kinda of a bad girl.

-Why?

-Because when you don't like someone you show it.

-No, it is when I am mad with someone I have my bad girl moments.
I giggled.

-Hey I have to go, but I will see you later. Oh and I forgot to tell you, but you are in the newspaper today.

-What!?!! What does it say about me?

-You should read it yourself.
He handed me the newspaper and left.

Ariana Rivera put her step-father, Richard in the mental hospital yesterday at 5:25pm. Richard apparently killed both of her parents. Was this because she cared about him or because she wanted revenge?
You will know it very soon in The Show of Kelly were a witness whose name is Sabrina Reed will explain us all.

What the hell did she do? I swear I will get her. Ughh! How could she? She went so low about this. She shouldn't put her nose where it doesn't belong.

-Ana? Are you here?

-Oh Robert hi! Don't call me like that.

-Oh I am sorry. I did not know that bothered you.

-Its ok. Did you read the newspaper?

-I did. I am so sorry, but I think you and me should leave for a while.

-Where would we go?

-We need to go to Puerto Rico.

-Why? That family never cared about us. Never called.

-Ariana we have to go there and plus we need to get out of here for a couple of days. I will let you bring a friend.

-If you want me to bring Jade just for you to sleep with her than no thank you.

-I don't want to sleep with her. We are taking it slow.

I looked at him with my two big almond eyes. I think he is telling me the truth.

-Ok, but I will watch you.

He pulled me into a bear hug.

-Ariana is you and me against the world.

-I know. Robert have you ever thought of moving?

-Moving? Yes why?

-I don't know sometimes I wish to escape somewhere that know one knows me. Staring from scratch.

-Ariana if you want to move, tell me. We could live in Bali, or in Rome or even Paris. I will take you to the impossible if its necessary. Tell me where and we go.

-I think we can do that after I finish high school. I mean I just need semester and two months to graduate.

-Won't you miss your friends? You know Olive, Jade, her gang, James, Summer and anyone you know.

-Yeah I will, but they will do better without me.

-Baby, I love you so much. I can't lose you again, okay?

-Okay.

My iPhone vibrated. It was a message. Maybe it is James. I forgot to answer him.

When I opened it, I couldn't believe it.

I can see you! I know every move you make. You think you are such an angel. You will regret what you have done to me. I know your secrets little whore. You can't escape from me.
You know revenge is the greatest thing. You know all about it.
-A