I Hate You So Much That I Love You

Chapter 50- It's Like I Don't Even Know You Anymore

(Credits to whoever drew this)

3rd pov-

Tweek leaned his head against the bed, he waited for Craig to come from the shower but he was getting worried that his boyfriend had slipped on soap and busted his head open. That thought made the imp jump up from his spot; he walked towards the door but stopped before opening it, he was somebody standing behind the door through a crack. He stepped back as the door slowly swung open. The imp smiled to see his one and only in front of him,
"Hi Craig!"
The blonde's smile faded as soon as he saw Craig's tear stained face, the pastor frowned deeply staring at the boy in front of him. Tweek opened his arms as he made his way towards the noiret but he was harshly pushed away,
"GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME"
Tweek was stunned from his boyfriend's reaction. He didn't know what was happening, did he do something wrong?
"C-Craig?"
The imp grabbed his side as he tried to get up but dropped to the ground in fear as the noiret pointed a cross at him. "Stay away...creature."

Tweek's pov-

'Creature' that one word replayed in my head over and over..why would he call me that? Does he not love me anymore, did I do something wrong? Did I fuck up.?
"I'm sorry if I did anything to upset you Craig..I-I didn't mean it! P-Please I-I can make it up to you!"
I felt myself shaking as streams of tears poured out my eyes. I waited to see if his expression would change but it stayed the same..his old emotionless stoic mood from when we first met. I wished I would never see that same expression ever again, I longed for his synthetic structure, his smile, his flustered red manner, his other emotions behind that wall he built.
"Sorry doesn't even begin to explain the pain you threw on me.."

"W-What?"

"Stop crying, you don't have the right to cry in this situation."
I tried to stop my waterfall for him, I wanted to know what was wrong, I needed to make this better. I can't lose the one thing I was able to keep.

"Tell me what I-I did wrong Craig!"

"How do you not what you did. Unbelievable."

"I'm serious! Please tell me, I'll make it-"

"What are you acting like you care about my feelings? Don't you want to kill me?"

My eyes widened to the point my tears stopped completely. It's like the world stopped and it's just us now.  He heard everything I said, every single thing.

"Are you shocked you got caught?"
I looked up at him, how could he be so calm in this situation, how long has he known?

"Was this your plan all along? To get close to the me so you'll be able to kill me? HUH? ANSWER ME"

His yelling finally broke me out of my head.
"What? N-NO! OF COURSE NOT!"

"Like I believe that.."

"CRAIG HEAR ME OUT! PLEASE."

"SHUT UP"
he pointed a cross in his hand at my chest,
"You didn't have to make a false relationship with me to get close you know.."

"Craig that's not it-"

"I can't believe I fell in love with you"
I watched the noiret lower his cross and stepped back from me, holding himself together.
"It's like I don't even know who you really are.."

"Craig I really do l-"

"I'm such a fool! Why did I think I would have a better love experience with you?!"

"Craig?.."

"Leave."

"W-What?!"
I felt my heart sink, was my own boyfriend really kick me out.? Craig turned his away from me and pointed at my bag near his desk,
"Pack that bag and leave. NOW."

"Please listen to me Cr-"

"FIND I'LL PACK IT FOR YOU, IS THIS A TRICK TOO, HUH?"

I flinched as I watched him throw stuff in my bag, I couldn't even tell what was being thrown in and I'm pretty sure he didn't know either. My gaze broke as I felt a bag hit my chest, that hurt my heart..I got up from my spot and slowly made my way towards him,
"Craig let's t-talk this out-"

"GET THE FUCK AWAY FROM ME"
I felt myself being harshly pushed back by the pastor, my eyes started to water out of pain. This is my fault.
"Leave."

"Please Craig listen to me.."

"I DON'T WANT TO HEAR IT LEAVE!"

"F-FINE BUT IF I GET CAUGHT THIS ON YOU"

"SEE IF I FUCKING CARE DEMON"
I shakily opened the window by his bed, trying to hold back my tears. Once I got it open I gripped on my bag and took one last look at the person I loved the most,
"I hate you Craig Tucker."
I saw his eyes slightly widen behind his angry matter. I jumped out the window letting my wings push me up in the air..I didn't dare look back at the man I thought I knew.

Craig's pov-

I watched the imp fly further and further away from me, my legs quickly came weak and I fell down onto them. My face finally rested and tears bursted out of my eyes, my chest hurts. Why did I react that way. I wouldn't even cared if my one and only killed me...I'm hurt because he didn't truly love me.
"I fucked up.."
I wish I could kiss him one last time.