I Hate You So Much That I Love You

Chapter 51- Ambivalence

(Credits to whoever drew this)

3rd pov-

The pastor sat on the floor in the middle of his room as he helplessly wiped the remaining tears off his stained cheeks. He wished in that very moment he would come and hug him. The noiret picked himself off the floor as he looked at the time, 11:40, Tolkien's party started about thirty minutes ago. As Craig was getting dressed he frowned because everything in his room remind him of that imp...he now hated his whole room. The place that made Craig felt so safe and comfortable in was now to be hated by him.

Tricia had got her attention from her brother as he was making his way downstairs, she raised an eyebrow once she noticed the blonde wasn't by his side. "Where's Tweek?"
"He's gone."

"What does that even mean?"

"He's fucking gone. Are you stupid?"

"Damn who the fuck hurt you?!"
The peach-blonde girl scowled at her brother for his harsh words then she realized what he meant by 'he's gone'.
"Did you and Tweek break up?!"

"Shut up Tricia."

"TELL ME, DID YOU?"

"MIND YOUR FUCKING BUSINESS TRICIA!"
The young girl was taken aback by Craig's sudden outburst. She couldn't make out snarky remarks, she's never seen her brother this upset. The noiret left the house without saying another word as he made his way to his friend's party.

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Clyde and Tolkien laughed as they watched jimmy hit on a girl with one of jokes, they expected the brunette to fail but surprisingly the girl gave him a peck on his cheek and proceeded to walk off with him. Jimmy gave the two boys a wink and thumbs up as he was slowly becoming lost in the crowd. Tolkien laughed at the surprised Clyde with his mouth agape.

"What you surprised he got a date?"

"N-NO!"
The brunette yelled at the rich boy next to him,

"I have a date! She's just with Wendy right now"

Clyde started to tear up, Tolkien chucked as he rubbed the sadden boy's back. The atmosphere surrounding them soon changed from a warm feel to a depressing one. The two boys turned their gaze to Craig.
"HI CRAIGY!"
Clyde opened his arms wide for his beloved friend, waiting to fuse him in his embrace but he was pushed aside by the gloomed noiret.
"Don't touch me Clyde"
The brunette clung to his dark-haired friend as his watched the pastor pick up a drink of the counter, Clyde was embarrassed to admit but he was terrified of Craig when he's in a shitty mood but luckily Tolkien came to save the day.
"What's up with you? You're all moody?"

"Nothings wrong."
Both of Craig's looked at each other with a raised eyebrow, they knew something was off about the stoic boy.
"You sure? You haven't been like this in ages!"

"I already told you I'm fine.!"

"Okay okay, but where's Tweek?"
"Yeah where is he!"
Clyde added to dusky boy sentence.

Craig could only mumble "He left" out to his friends, he wasn't feeling the brightest especially after hearing his name.
"We need to find Tweek asap! Craig's mood is really being me down!!"
Clyde started to yell out the imp's name playfully but this only upset the noiret even more.

"I ALREADY TOLD YOU HE'S FUCKING GONE"

Clyde stepped a bit back from the erupted pastor, he never seen him act like this before..Tolkien on the other hand was trying to distract nearby people who heard the broken hearted boy's scream. Craig took the opportunity of his two friends distraction to lose himself in crowd. Once the dark-haired boy finished reassuring some of his guest he shook the brunette out of his shocked state
"Where did Craig go?"

"He's ambivalence.."

"What?"

"He hates Tweek so much that he loves him."

"Did he tell you that?"
Tolkien grab Clyde's hand, he knew the brunette was about to tear up at the thought of the quarrel between Tweek and Craig.
"No but I could tell something happened between them.."
Clyde threw himself in his best friend's chest, the dusky boy embraced the empathetic boy as he spoke softly
"He really is ambivalence for Tweek.."

Craig's pov-

I eagerly searched for some exit in this dumb big ass house. I needed to get away from everybody. I hate people so much, why did I even think about coming. I fucking hate parties and everything keeps reminding me of that god for saken creature.
"I hate h- I hate myself.."
I can't even say I hate him, I'm so weak.

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