Trust one more time

Who OWNS my HEART!!!

LOVE is an unconditional commitment to an imperfect person. To love somebody isn't just a strong FEELING. It is a DECISION, a JUDGEMENT and a PROMISE.

 ~~~Daniel's POV~~~

I woke up to a killing headache, I closed my eyes immediately due to the light entering  from the window.I shifted in the bed trying to escape the light, I didn't want to wake up. I just wished that the darkness will consume me and I will forget everything.

Even the thought of my son didn't cheer me up. I couldn't look in his eyes. I was disgusted at myself and he was the exact replica of me, I can't imagine how Rose could look at him and not going insane or disgusted.

I looked around me and noticed that I was not in my room. I sat quickly and immediately regretted it. the room was spinning around. I groaned in pain but still looked around me. My heart skipped a bit.

It can't be...

I was in our room, in our bed, where we were happily married, where only one look from her brightened my day. For five years, I didn't enter this room, it was too painful. From that day never I stepped inside, but why am I here now?

I tried to remember what happened yesterday, but the amount of alcohol that I drank just intensified the pain the more I tried to remember. But still I tried, and small fragment passed like a flash in my mind.

She forgot me, my Rose forgot me, her eyes held nothing in them. I couldn't  bear the emptiness in her eyes so I left the hospital. Even if the temptation of taken advantage of her state was... No I couldn't do that to her, so I left.

I needed to suppress this pain, it's not just a pain anymore, it's something that no one should ever feel. So I went to the closest bar. And drown in my agony.

Well after that I don't remember too much, I remember kissing a girl, maybe two, but it didn't feel right so I ordered another sets of shots, after that I don't remember how I get in this room or why. A wave of disgust took over me, what did I do. I stood and started to destroy the room.

I have to destroy it. I can't... no more... I'm losing my mind. I felt like a caged animal. I lost her. All the tension, the hurt the burning hell in my chest that was bottled for so long were now erupting at full force.

I lost her...

It's all over, OVER.

Suddenly, in the corner I saw something that catches my eye.  I get closer and bent to take it in my hand.

The ring.

The ring that was missing, that my mother throw away; now it's in my hand. In my hand. I can't believe my eyes. It can't be, I get on my knees a tear break it's way down my cheek.

It's a sign. I should end this stupid pity party of mine. I'm Daniel Clark for heavens sake. And for the first time a tiny light of hope chased away the darkness within me.

I heard the door open, and I saw a sleepy Brayden enter the room. "Dad?"

"Yes pumpkin"

"Dad I want my mom, I want to see her."

"Come here" I hugged him and said softly "you will see her, soon, very soon she will be with us. And we will be a FAMILY again."

After all she's mine as I'm hers. And I don't care if she liked, remembered or wanted it; her heart belongs to me as mine belongs to her.

WELL, I hope you enjoyed this chapter. Looks like hope can do wonders.

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