I couldn't wait anymore, I rlly need to learn patience 😭
It continues where the last ended.
Y/N POV
She put her hand on my shoulder and patted it, "you ignorant fool."
"It wasn't that easy to figure out!" I defended and she slapped the back of my head, "Ouch!"
"Dummy I figured it out in two minutes of knowing her."
Then something hit me, "Wait a minute.. that's why you asked about my girlfriend! You were talking about Lizzie!"
She looked concerned, "I'm so concerned right now. Who did you think I was talking about?" I shrugged and she shook her head. "Well, she has feelings for you and do you have feelings for her?"
That was the million-dollar question, wasn't it? Whether or not I had feelings for Lizzie, something I've constantly asked myself over the last five months and still can't come up with an answer.
I hate to admit but she was occupying my mind more than a friend should be on your mind, but I've constantly told myself it was because I'm trying to figure out how I feel.
And it's confusing as fuck because I have feelings for Jess, that's nonnegotiable but I don't what to do. I wish it was easier and I could just look at them and it would tell me the answer.
"I don't know," I answered honestly wishing I had all the answers but I didn't.
"You gotta figure something out before someone gets hurt. Including yourself."
I looked at her skeptically, "when the fuck did you get all wise and shit?"
"When did you get all slow and shit?" She retorts and I laugh.
"I've always been slow and shit." I joke and she laughs and sighs looking around.
"I think I like girls." She says quietly and my eyebrows raise at her confession as I didn't expect her to open up this easily, "Can you not make a big deal of it?" She asks and I nod, "And don't tell anyone please."
"What? No, of course not. I won't tell anyone." I assure and she thanks me. "Can I ask a question?" She nods, "when did you decide that you did?"
"I mean have you looked at a woman? And there's this girl in my class and I always got a fluttery feeling when talking to her."
"Ooh someone's got a crush." I teased and she pushed my shoulder, "but seriously thank you for trusting me with this."
"Thanks for listening."
The smile that was on her face faded and before I could ask why, I heard footsteps and turned to see Lizzie standing sheepishly, "Um the foods ready."
Kay looked between the two of us, and cleared her throat, "Let's go eat hmm?" Kay said and stood up and walked away leaving me with Lizzie.
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