Y/N POV
"WHAT?" Lizzie Calvin and Robbie, asked simultaneously, all of them looking tense. "THE WHOLE TIME?"
"Not the whole time but it got pretty obvious after a while," I said shrugging my shoulders."I'm so glad I didn't stay home." I heard Kay mumble behind me making me snicker.
"So what?" Jess asked while wiping the tears that were on her face, "You've been pretending to love me this whole time?"
I scoffed, "I haven't been pretending to love anyone, cause I don't love you." There were more gasps except from Calvin Lizzie and Robbie, and I heard laughter behind me, and I knew it was Kay.
"I'll see myself out." She mumbled quickly getting to the door, and the second it shut there was a howl of laughter.
Jessica then immediately started crying again, and I didn't feel bad at all. One of her friends started to console her while giving me the stink eye, and I gave her one right back.
"So why would you let it go on if already knew?" Calvin asked and I shrugged.
"All honesty at the end of this I was gonna tell her it's over," I said not wanting to talk about all this with our family here.
"I still don't understand how you knew," Robbie said and he looked less tense.
I chuckled nervously, I looked around at all the people who were still watching us, "Okay, well I hope you enjoyed the show! You better get some food i have no problem taking the rest home tonight. someone turn the music back on! Stop being nosy!" They awkwardly disperse and the music starts again.
I gestured for them to follow me and I led them to a corner, "How'd you know?" It was Lizzie who asked now and I scratched my head.
"Honestly she snitched on herself, I was confused when she wanted to leave your place." They all nod, and I clear my throat, "but then she started asking about him, asking when they broke up, etc, now the tipping point was when I saw messages she had between her and one of her girlfriends and it was confession by omission."
"So why not just end it then? It would've saved trouble." Lizzie said and Robbie and Calvin muttered in agreement.
They are right though, I should've ended it the second I found out, but then I got in my head and deemed myself a hypocrite, I cheated on her and she forgave me but then she does it and I'm quick to just end it?
"I felt numb." I answered honestly, "I was mad obviously but then it was gone, I didn't feel sad, or angry, I felt indifferent."
I still didn't feel any different towards the subject, but there were times she tried to initiate intimacy and I had to stop myself from throwing up, so I just came up with an excuse.
There were times she tried to give me head and I couldn't even get hard, it was embarrassing, more for her than me but eventually, she stopped.
"So you're not gonna beat my ass?" Robbie asked and I laughed.
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Learning to Love You (Elizabeth Olsen x fem G!P reader)
FanfictionElizabeth Olsen is an actress and incredibly talented, knows what she wants, she has the perfect boyfriend, the perfect job and life is just perfect. Isn't it? Then there's Y/N, who is also an actress. Who is still trying to figure out what it mean...