51. Hold Me Please

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I'm bored.

I checked my social media liking and commenting on posts fans made then I texted Lizzie good morning, I made breakfast finished that, and went to sit in my tree.

When I got back in I took a shower only getting out when the water turned cold, then I stood in the shower trying to figure out what I was going to do with my life, and by life I mean today what I was going to do today.

I came up with nothing. I played Call of Duty for a bit and I got bored of that so I was now lying on the floor staring at the ceiling.

I had been craving physical affection lately which was rare for me, I had called Calvin over and I tried to hug him but it was just awkward for both of us. So I kicked him out.

I had tried hugging myself and that didn't work so I tried wrapping myself in blankets and that didn't work but it pissed me off instead because of how hot I got. So lying on the floor was the next option.

I wanted someone to hold me and again just thinking it made me feel uncomfortable deep down but it was how I was feeling.

I had talked to my grandma earlier and I just wanted to know how she was feeling well I had asked Kay and Dre and mom.

Dre said he was doing well he was just tired of school, then asked if I could do his work for him and I laughed telling him I probably couldn't do it if he couldn't.

My grandmother said she was good just tired of kids and she was a bus driver so she had to deal with them a lot I suggested that she take some time off cause I don't her to get stressed out dealing with them.

My mom said she was doing fine and I texted back asking if she was still the sperm donor and she didn't respond, which was expected.

Kay said she was overwhelmed and pissed off, and I don't know what else I was expecting her to say, but I didn't expect her to be open about it. I asked why she was feeling that way and she said "Life."

And that was relatable as fuck but then she changed the subject saying Jess asked about me and I was confused she said Jess asked how I was doing but I don't get why she didn't just text me she still had my number and I didn't block her.

I asked what she told her and she said, she hadn't spoken to me which was a lie, but I got why she said it. I told her I would talk to Jess and I would do that sometime later.

After that, I went back to lying on the floor- not like I ever got up but I tossed my phone on the couch, flexing my fingers at my sides until it rang and I groaned in annoyance.

Maybe if I don't answer they'll leave a message, that I won't read but whatever. I waited until it stopped and I sighed content and then it started ringing again.

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