Elizabeth Olsen is an actress and incredibly talented, knows what she wants, she has the perfect boyfriend, the perfect job and life is just perfect. Isn't it?
Then there's Y/N, who is also an actress. Who is still trying to figure out what it mean...
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Srry I 4got to add a name, I need to stop at four in the morning 😭
Y/N POV
I sat in the airport, waiting for my flight and Lizzie was sitting next to me, she was going back to film and I was going to California. She had told me she was going back when I had gotten back from filming and I told her I would take her to the airport. Then I called Calvin and he booked me a flight, I could go to Wyoming with Liz since the episodes we've filmed have to be edited and they'll release them but I wanted to go home.
Don't get me wrong I love Lizzie but I also love my bed, my games, and my room, I told her I would consider coming to see her but she didn't have much more to film so it was still in limbo.
I also had booked a therapy session with Carol, not because of anything bad but because I was feeling a lot of emotions and I wanted to express to someone how I felt though I don't think I could really put all the feelings into words.
I know I could talk to Liz but I was still slowly easing into the whole sharing the feelings thing, I mean I surprised myself when I told her that I loved her. Don't get me wrong I meant it but I.. the words left my mouth before I could process that they were.
I'm glad that she knows. It never is easy for me to voice what I'm feeling but when those words came out it all felt.. well perfect.
"You know you came in me every time we had sex." Lizzie suddenly said and I snorted looking at her, but she wasn't wrong. "Pull-out game is not strong." She said shaking her head my jaw dropped, and she snickered.
"I didn't hear you complaining when I was fucking you." I say in return and her cheeks turned red, "And I'll have you know my pull-out game is immaculate, I was just.. not on my game."
She snorted, and said, "Yeah right." I rolled my eyes, and she chuckled under her breath.
"But thank god for plan B." I said adjusting how I was sitting, and she made a face and I worried what I said offended her, "Not that I wouldn't wanna have a baby with you! Because I would, you know I love you and it would be great.. but it's just not the best time?"
She chuckled shaking her head, "I completely agree. I love you too but we can talk about kids down the line somewhere but not right now."
I'm glad that we were in agreement, it's not that I'm not ready.. maybe I'm not, I don't want kids this early on, but I would step up if we were to have a baby but with Jess and the baby she has on the way I wouldn't want to have to start preparing for another right now.
And we aren't even together officially yet, so it would just be a bit crazy to think about bringing a child into the world like that. I want to ask her to be my girlfriend but we've only been on one date.
I know what you're thinking, 'You two have fucked and said I love you' and that's true but I wanna take her on more dates before I just ask I know I could take her on dates when we get together but it was just how I wanted to do it.
