Repulsive Beauty || Hisoka

8. On Release and Relief

Without a moment's hesitation, he leaned in the extra fraction of an inch, pushing his lips against mine.

The smell of strawberry was overwhelming, but so sweet and pleasant. Subconsciously I moved my hands to his cheeks. He let out a choppy breath as I ran my nails up his neck on the way, while his hands moved from my waist to my hips. My fingers found his hair, taking handfuls as the kiss heated up. The once delicate kiss morphed into a starved battle for more contact.
With no warning he lifted me onto the counter, without breaking the kiss. His hips now between my legs, and his hands teasing the hem of my dress. His tongue grazed my lower lip before he took it between his teeth, pulling as slow as he could.
I just know his eyes were open, watching my face as he pulled at my lip.
With a small pop, he let go, and all I could do was take a deep breath before seeking out his lips again. As soon as they met, he chuckled against them.
I moved one of my hands from his hair to his neck, tucking my thumb under his throat. I left his lips and kissed his cheek, which became hot immediately.
Could he possibly be blushing?
I trailed small featherlight kisses down his jaw, onto his neck, where I nipped him without warning, followed by some wet kisses and sucking. He actually drew a sharp breath when he felt my teeth, and let out a heavy sigh as I lapped up his smooth skin, resting his head to the side to grant me access. I let my other hand trail down his neck onto his chest as I kissed the rings my whips had left.
His skin tasted like honeydew.
I could feel the vibration of a moan in his throat, against my lips. In one quick motion he was back to kissing me and sliding his hands up my thighs, pushing my dress with it. His mouth was demanding and intense, but his lips were soft and forgiving. He worked his hands up to my hips before dragging his sharp nails back down, beckoning a whimper out of me. I felt him smile against my mouth, and I bit his lip just hard enough to draw a little blood. He let out a low purr, on the verge of moaning.
Our bodies were so pressed together I could feel him through his pants. I reached a brave hand down and softly palmed at his fly.
That didn't last long before he firmly grabbed my hips and set me back on my feet, and spun me 180 degrees. His hips were now pressed into my lower back.
"I'm so glad you wore this dress for me. I've been dying to peel it off of you. Again, that is." He laughed to himself, I suppose at the memory of undressing me the night I was drugged.
I wasn't sure what to say or do, a little stunned and embarrassed at the thought of him undressing my unconscious body.
"Relax, I only put you to bed that night. Though it did take some willpower to restrain myself.~" he taunted with a chuckle.
I don't know what reason I have to believe this, but I highly doubt he was ever considering touching me that night.
His hands traced the straps of my dress down my back. His nails just barely grazed my skin. He stopped at the center of my back, where the zipper starts.
"May I?~" his breath in my ear.
"Please." I implored. Though I bet he misinterpreted my reply as begging.
"Mmm." he purred, fingers finding the zipper.
As slow as I imagine is even possible, he unzipped my dress, all the way to the end which landed just at my rear. I was expecting to feel a cool rush of air, but his body was so close I could feel the radiating heat on my bare skin.
He leaned down a small bit and planted a kiss on my shoulder, an eerily sweet gesture, before teasing the straps down an inch.
"Your hair smells like lavender~." he noted out of the blue. "And you're not wearing a bra either."
He ran a nail up my spine to the base of my head, sending me into shivers.
"Were you expecting tonight to take this turn?"
I'm ashamed to admit it, but I was certainly hoping it would, whether or not I thought it was actually going to happen.
"I never know what to expect with you Hisoka." I answered, my voice more low and sultry than I was anticipating.
He chuckled and tucked a finger in each strap, pulling them down to my wrists.
I was exposed from the waist up. The thought of being this vulnerable in his hands was terrifying, and exhilarating. He must have noticed my adrenaline because he wrapped his arms around my waist and pressed his stomach to my naked back.
"I can feel your hesitation; please do stop me if that's what you want. I'm many things, Tess, but I'm not a rapist." His voice was low and he spoke slowly.
"I think you're misreading me. But I'm not afraid of telling you no, don't worry." I tease.
He laughed and released his arms from their comforting wrap, landing his hands on my naked side.
"Sure, if you say so my dear."
With no further hesitation, he slid his hands down my side, over my hips, and partly down my thighs, pushing my dress off the remainder of the way.
His hands slid back up towards my chest and he pressed his hips into me, pushing me against the counter. I could feel his excitement pressing on my lower back.
Moments later his fingers found my breasts. First tracing around them with his nails, lightly enough to tickle and make me pull away from his touch.
But he was done asking if I had cold feet.
Finally he cupped a breast in either hand and gave them a faint squeeze. He froze for a moment before finding my nipples with his thumbs and forefingers.
"Your nipples are pierced. I don't think I would have ever guessed that of such a timid girl like you. Though I think somehow your innocence makes it all the more erotic~" he cooed."Do you remember what I said earlier today?"
"You say a lot of things Hisoka." I say, leaning into his touch.
"The closer I look at you, the more beautiful you get. And here you are, proving my point again." he chided before twisting my piercings a little too hard.
I let out a squeal in reaction, and grabbed his hands which were still twisting. It didn't hurt so bad that I wanted him to stop, but he had been being so gentle it caught me off guard.
"Oh, what a rewarding sound!" he said with excitement in his voice. "I'm sure there's more where that came from, isn't there." seemingly challenging himself.
He kept twisting harder, little by little, until I was squirming and trying to pull away from his hands. But he was like a slab of marble.
"Hisoka please! You're hurting me." I whined, tugging uselessly at his hands.
"Oh, am I. I'm so sorry.~" he lied, but released my rings.
"Jeez." I huffed, tenderly covering my chest, hips still pinned to the counter by his body.
"I wouldn't have done it if it wasn't turning you on, kitten. Complain all you like, but I could feel how your body was responding. You're very easy to read." he explained, pressing his knee between my thighs suggestively.
Of course I'd be lying if I said I didn't enjoy the relationship between pain and pleasure, he could see right through me.
"Let me make it up to you" he offered before swiftly picking me up bridal style and making his way to his enormous bed.
He tossed me towards the center of it, laughing at my surprised yelp.
I was left with just my panties and heels. I should have kicked them off earlier, but I did so now and pushed them off the bed.
"You know. I've been thinking" he starts, while undoing his shirt. "I was right when I said I recognized you, during our match."
I never bothered to tell him about the hunter exam, it didn't seem relevant.
"You were so cute, even then. Though hardly a woman yet." he said, pulling his shirt off and tossing it on the floor, "How old were you dear, when you took the hunter exam?"
He stood there with his hands on his hips, ogling me while he awaited my answer.
"Fifteen." I replied meekly. I hadn't really thought about it until now, but Hisoka was significantly older than me.
"Which makes you, what, twenty?"
"Twenty one as of last month."
"Hmm. Well that explains why I didn't recognize you. I had no desire to kill you, but you were also too young to peak my sexual interest. You almost slipped completely under my radar. You've certainly grown up since then." he says all while slowly undoing his belt. "It's of no relevance now of course. It's just that the lavender in your hair sparked my memory.~" his voice trailed off.
His belt landed on the floor next to his shirt, and he looked back up at me, eyes now blazing.
"How old does that make you?" I asked meekly.
"Twenty eight" he replied shortly. "Do you have any idea how tantalizing you look just laying there?"
But before I could protest he was on top of me, pinning my wrists on either side of my head and driving his hips between mine.
"But enough about the past." he barely finished saying before sinking his lips to mine again.
I could feel how hard he was through my panties. I felt like a starved animal, I wanted to touch him so badly, yet my wrists wouldn't budge.
He chuckled at my feeble struggle and released my wrists.
He pressed his lips back to mine for a moment before trailing down to my neck, sucking and nibbling as he went, one of his hands pawing at my thigh, occasionally running his nails along.
I let my hands wander from his arms to his back.
He sat up for a moment to undo his pants, never taking his eyes off of me.
Feeling inspected, I reflexively covered myself.
"Relax, sweetheart," he slipped out of his pants, "you'll have much more fun that way..~" his voice was as soft as ever, genuinely comforting and reassuring.
I was still nervous about how exposed I was and stayed pretty defensive for a moment too long I guess.
"Tess, I said to relax." This time his voice louder and much more assertive. I took the hint and a deep breath, and relaxed my shoulders and arms.
"See, is that so bad?" He asked as he leaned down to kiss me. I felt so small, laying under his broad chest like this.
Our tongues were now toying with one another, until he broke our kiss again to trail down my neck. More sucking and biting, certainly leaving marks on me. He didn't stop at my neck this time. He slowed his pace as he reached my breasts, planting one kiss square on my nipple while he teased the other with his fingers. His tongue flicking at the hard point while his teeth occasionally nipped at me, which really got a rise out of me.
"You sound so sweet when you moan for me, kitten." he cooed against my skin.
His hands were now traveling down towards my last remaining barrier, teasing the seams.
"Are you attached to these?" he asked.
I'm not sure what he meant by attached. To my panties?
"Uh, no I guess no-"
I was cut short by a firm rip.
"Good. They were in my way." he breathed against my chest, now trailing even further south. Sucking and leaving marks as he went, trailing to my sides which tickled, and he laughed as I squirmed. He dragged his tongue across my lower stomach.
"I must know what you taste like. You know I have a sweet tooth.~" He laughed at his own remark and hooked his arms under my thighs, his head between them.
Man if I didn't feel inspected before, I sure did now.
"Can we turn that light off.?" I asked, though I was sure I already knew the answer.
"Absolutely not, I want to witness every inch of you." he teased, licking his lips before planting kisses on my inner thighs. "Do you think I've gotten you wet yet? Before the real foreplay has even started?"
Knowing I'm dripping wet, and he can clearly see that, I rest my head back against the bed and cover my face.
"Yeah." I whisper.
"Tell me Tess. Use your words." his voice getting stern again.
"I'm already wet, Hisoka, probably have been since the cab ride back." I utter before my voice gives out.
He laughed, probably at my honesty.
"Good girl~." and without any more hesitation, he slid his tongue from bottom to top, giving my clit a flick at the end.
Between the hyperarousal, the intensity and the surprise, I let out a breathy moan and my thighs tensed up.
"Mmmm. So satisfying is it not?" he hummed, licking his lips.
He leaned back in and swirled his tongue around my clit, and giggled as he felt my legs twitch at the intensity. I felt one of his fingers circling my entrance, gently and carefully, minding his nails. He sucked on my clit while he slid just a single finger in.
Even that got my breath shaky.
He added another finger and flicked my clit with his tongue in every direction. With his two fingers he pressed up towards my belly, toying with a spot I didn't know I had.
I gasped and sat up on my elbows. His eyes met mine while he lapped away. They were so sharp and bright, unashamedly filled with lust.
My moaning became more intense and loud, which only egged him on.
"Hi-. Hisoka I-I" I stuttered on the verge of combustion.
He chuckled with his mouth still over me. His breath felt hot.
One more firm press against my g spot sent my legs shaking and head rolling back. I came on his fingers, against his expert tongue.
"Hisoka! Oh my GOD, yes..." I moaned through my heavy breathing, my head and eyes rolling back as I came.
He eased up on my clit as I came down from my orgasm, eventually removing his fingers and licking them clean as I struggled to catch my breath.
"What a good girl. I knew you would be." he said almost to himself as he stood up.
I'm not sure what he meant by that, but there was no time to ask.
"You're on the pill, right? Would you still prefer I use a condom?"
"No I'd rather without one if you're okay with that."
I liked the feeling better. I trusted he'd been tested recently.
"I suppose we can go without, if you insist." he teased, pulling his boxers down and stepping out of them, leaving him completely naked.
I'd never stopped to think about how huge he must be, and now I'm seeing first hand. He was fully erect from playing with me, long but girthy as well. Kind of daunting if I'm honest. I started sitting up and shifting positions so I could return the favor, but he grabbed me by the shoulders and pinned me back down.
"You're very considerate. And I will absolutely take you up on that offer another time. But I won't put off fucking you any longer."
"Okay." I whimpered, feeling a little selfish for not returning.
Suddenly, he was back on top of me, between my legs. This time fully naked, his pelvis pressing against me and grinding as he kissed me needily, mouth still tasting like my arousal.
"Can you taste yourself, kitten? You're so sweet. I could eat you out all day~" he sang.
"I'll take you up on that sometime", I retorted, trying to lighten the tension.
He chuckled.
"Take a deep breath for me, alright?" His face as soft as it's ever been, "Trust me. It is in my best interest not to hurt you. Yet." he whispered sinisterly.
That's probably a good idea. I took a deep breath and as I was slowly exhaling he rested his lips on my cheek by my ear before he pushed himself inside, steadily but firmly.
Despite trying to save face I still let out a pitiful pained whine and gripped his arms a little too hard. It wasn't unbearable but it's the biggest I've experienced.
He paused where he was for a moment, pressing a few kisses wherever he could reach, until he felt my grip relax.
"Are you okay to continue, princess?" he whispered in my ear after burying himself as deep as he could.
"Yes, please." I begged, coming off more desperate than I was wanting to admit.
I felt him chuckle and then started at a slow and deep pace, finally planting his lips on mine again. The sensation was amazing, this dangerous man towering over me, cock buried to the hilt, arms framing my face. I could already feel the pleasure building.
"You feel so good kitten. You're so wet for me." he spoke into my mouth.
Hearing him talk dirty to me sent shivers down my spine. I had my arms lazily wrapped around his neck, melting beneath him.
His pace picked up. I could hear low moans in his throat.
He grabbed both of my wrists and pinned them above my head with one hand. With his free arm he lifted my leg up and over his shoulder, getting a much deeper angle, hitting my limit with each pump.
He kissed on my leg while his pace quickened from love making to fucking. There was a dull pain each time he bottomed out, but it felt so good, I was definitely screaming in pleasure by now.
He sat up almost straight and put my other leg on his other shoulder.
"Keep your wrists above your head." He ordered.
I obliged while he grabbed my thighs firmly and continued to slam into me. He reached a hand down and thumbed my clit while he fucked me, which nearly sent me over the edge.
I reached instinctively down to play with my nipple to tip myself off the edge, but as soon as I got close, Hisoka pulled out and let go of me completely. My knees bent and fell back against my stomach, scared that I did something wrong.
"I could feel how close you were, you were squeezing me." he teased with a grin on his face.
"Then why'd you stop.?" I pouted, unashamedly.
"Because you moved your hands from where I told you to keep them, sweet girl. You only get to cum if you follow directions. Is that clear?" his tone was serious, he wanted me to submit to him.
I wanted to submit to him. I nodded and looked up at his face.
"I want you on top of me." He said as he was laying down, his cock resting on his belly and his hands behind his head.
"O- okay." I stuttered as I straddled him at the hips.
"Don't be shy now. Move however feels good and let me watch you fuck me. Understood?" He quizzed.
"Yes sir." I blurted before I got the chance to think.
He got a giggle out of it anyway, I'll have to ask later what he wants me to call him, assuming he ever wants to fuck me again after this.
I held his cock upright between my legs and slipped it from back to front, rubbing it on my clit, before finally lining it up and sinking down to meet his hips.
He let out a deep satisfied sigh which made me smile. I like that I can make him moan.
"Good girl.~ Now make yourself cum. I want to watch you"
Something about that pet name made my heart pound, despite my defiant personality outside of the bedroom. He said to do what feels good for me, so I slid my hips back and forth, and leaned back, bracing my hands on his thighs. It took a minute but I found the angle that hit the sweet spot and it made me yelp at first.
Hisoka just layed there watching me, hands behind his head, with a smile on his lips. His eyes altered between mine, and my chest, which I could feel bouncing as I moved. After a while he reached his hand down and rubbed his thumb on my clit, his hand laying flat against my groin.
"I could watch this all day princess. You look so beautiful pleasuring yourself on me, and with that smile on your face. My.~" He cooed in encouragement, his eyes rolling back.
When I finally stayed in the rhythm for a while, my legs began to twitch and tense, my abs clenching.
"Good. Cum for me, and look me in the eyes."
"Yes sir." I said without thought, I was too absorbed in my pending orgasm to care what I had to do to have it.
Some more grinding and rocking later, the pleasure came to a head, I moaned way too loud, nearly screaming as my body convulsed on top of him. I hadn't forgotten though, I changed my brace from his thighs to his shoulders, looking him in the eye as I came, watching them narrow with lust.
"You're so beautiful Tess~." his voice trailing off as if he didn't mean to say that.
My stomach knotted. That was really genuine and felt really intimate. I was sure I was blushing.
"I'd like to be incharge again. Do you like doggy style?" He asked so casually
"Yes." I replied, much more meek.
"Great. Get on your hands and knees for me. Go on" he urged, patting at my thigh to signal to get off.
I snapped out of my haze and did as he asked, being sure to arch my back and give him a good view and angle.
"Mmmm. You look so eager, dear. You're dripping wet." he noted before plunging his mouth to kiss my bum on one side and briskly slap the other.
I wasn't expecting it so I yelped in surprise, but I don't mind being spanked.
His mouth moved to my puckered hole, circling his tongue around it, which felt absolutely amazing.
I must have been whimpering and moaning because Hisoka stopped to chuckle.
"Has no one ever pleasured you this way before?"
"No. It's really really nice though." It felt so naughty, and dirty. Everything about fucking him felt forbidden.
"Well I'm glad to be your first then, innocent girl." he said before going back to continue licking and sucking.
Eventually he slipped his tongue in just a small bit, the sensation was so intense he probably could have made me cum from just that.
When he was satisfied he positioned himself behind, teasing my entrance.
"I love seeing your cum run down your thighs, it's so lewd~." he practically moaned before lining himself up and pressing into me again.
The momentary pain caused me to lift my back a bit. His hand pressed on my lower spine, asking me to arch back down, which I obliged.
"Good. Just like that."
I gripped the sheets while he pumped into me, faster than he had been before. I could feel a puddle of drool forming at the corner of my mouth on the sheet, I couldn't speak if I wanted to. I was starting to spiral again. Without even being asked I brought my hands behind my back and stayed face down. That got a rise out of him. I heard him practically growl as he reached from where his hands had been gripping my ass to grab both of my wrists in one hand.
"So eager to be a good little slut, aren't you? I do so appreciate your submission to me."
His pace quickened, I pushed my hips back against him, starving for more.
"Sit up, your back against my chest." he released my wrists and paused so I could reposition.
I'd never done it like this before. Is there even a name for this?
"Lean your head on my shoulder. Good. I'm going to make you cum again, and I want to hear you moan for me."
"Yes sir." I barked like it was all I knew how to say.
I rested my head back fully on his shoulder, keeping a small arch so he could fuck me like this.
He wrapped his long muscular arms around me, one around my chest to play with my nipples, the other around my hip reaching down to rub my clit.
"What do you need from me sweetheart. Ask for what you want."
"Kiss my neck, please" I moaned out, already overcome with stimulus.
He pressed his soft lips against my neck and sucked little marks onto me, covering as much ground as he could. Moving to my shoulder he kissed sweetly for a moment before biting down, firmly but not hard enough to hurt. Keeping his teeth in me, he rolled my nipples around in his fingers, swirled my clit, and pumped his cock into me. I wasn't even holding my own weight up anymore, I was gasping for air. I couldn't think about anything other than being totally surrounded by him, surrendering to him completely.
"Now cum for me, Tess." Hisoka demanded with teeth grazing my neck.
It must have been a magic word because I erupted in a shaking orgasm, losing all strength, screaming in pleasure before tensing up and falling forward. He held me up, wrapping his arms tightly around me, digging his fingers into my skin. I could hear his moans intensify, his chest vibrated with each one, like he was growling. He was getting close, his pace was becoming irregular.
I laid my head back again on his shoulder and let my body go completely limp, moaning sweetly into his ear, whimpering and squealing as he got closer.
"I want your cum, Hisoka." I begged. "Please."
That undid him. He slammed into me as deep as he could a few more times before burying himself to the hilt and climaxing.
I moaned and giggled with pleasure in his ear, squeezing him for every drop of cum. He was practically purring as he came down, fingers digging into my hips.
He was quiet for a moment, relishing in his orgasm. He wasn't out of breath. Before speaking again he peppered my neck and shoulder with kisses.
"Well aren't you a fun little play thing.~" he breathed, arms still gripping me in a vice, still buried in me, occasionally twitching.
Once he got himself together he loosened his grip and slid out, leaving cum to drip from me.
"Don't move, I'll be right back." he whispered in my ear.
A minute later he was back, but my back was to him. He came up behind me and I felt something warm and wet press against my legs. A cloth? Is he cleaning up the cum?
"Hisoka, please. I can do that" I implored as I reached for the rag, before he yanked it away.
"I'm afraid I can't allow that. What kind of partner would I be if I didn't take care of you after you were such a good girl for me~?" he insisted, kissing on my shoulder blades.
Fine.
He wiped my legs clean, then ran the cloth between them and held it there.
"Now, you're more than welcome to stay filled with my cum. Believe me, nothing would bring me greater joy, but I can rid you of it to avoid the mess." He was so calm and confident, even about something so awkward.
"Yes please." I squeaked in comparison.
Then I felt him slip two fingers inside me again, spooning his cum out. I was so sensitive I shivered at the touch.
He wiped his fingers clean, then left, maybe to get drinks or to use the bathroom, I don't know, but I didn't want to move. I felt like I needed permission. I stayed kneeling on his bed until he was back a moment later. I heard him chuckle as he approached.
"Relax, you're free to move, kitten. Here, have a drink." he handed me a glass of water as I settled to sitting on the edge of the bed.
"And how can I know this isn't drugged?" I jested.
He leaned right into my face.
"Because my dear, I've already had my way with you. I don't need drugs to get you in bed with me" He stated like he was a little offended, before standing back up straight, one hand on his hip and taking a sip of his water. "Clearly."
This was the first time I really got a chance to ogle at him. He stood just in front of me. He was very svelte, all muscle, all over. His shoulders were incredibly broad, which was an interesting contrast from his narrow waist. His member was essentially right in front of my face, maybe a foot away.
"Enjoying your view?" he teased, noticing my stare.
I knew he was being lighthearted but I felt so in awe of him. I met his eyes for only a second before leaning forward and pressing a kiss just below his abs.
"Careful." He warned, leaning down to escape my kiss, and cupping my chin. "You wouldn't survive another round, so don't start one."
His eyes were subdued, like he was sedated. Small tendrils of vermillion hair had fallen around his face.
"Your aura is so tense, maybe a bath will help you come down." he suggested.