I do not want to give in to the animal
Despite time
Despite loneliness
Despite every shitty thing
I want to love!
I want to jump!
I want to scream with joy!
I do not want to spend my blink with clutched hands and white knuckles
I have spent so much time being angry
So much time pointing the gun at my own reflection.
Enough is enough
No more.
When I see death I want to brag and chuckle as my pulse flattens.
It's a compromise between the nihilist and optimist
What a show!
What a show!
My legacy places second
My riches too
They will all have to wait their turn
For now, all I want is to be human
Oh so human
With all of it's scars
With all of it's faults
I will take them
I love you all.
