a Twilight fanfic that follows Renesmee Cullen and her loved ones as she goes missing, but what will Aro Volturi have in store for Renesmee? Will Renesmee regain the memories she lost during the kidnapping?
Trigger warnings include talk of death, learning to come to terms with death, anxiety, and grief..
Roughly 6 yrs ago I'm laying in bed with my Love, Jasper.... When a vision suddenly comes out of nowhere, causing my entire body to freeze in place in Jasper's arms...
*Inside Alice's vision*
Jasper, Seth Clearwater (in his wolf form) and a grown Renesmee, are hunting, the hunt uneventful seems uneventful at first glance, but then my vision widens out, and I see Jane Volturi, as well as another unknown female, she has dark hair and weird purple eyes unlike any vampire I've ever met before, but I wouldn't put it past our to be experimenting with the humans he chooses to turn.. I see Jane use her gift on Nessie, causing Nessie to go down instantly hitting her head on a rock on the way down, my Jasper, my love, goes to try to get her out of Jane's arms... Then I hear a blood curdling scream, and realize it's mine.. Jasper is shaking me while simultaneously sending me calm and tranquil waves through his gift, all the while murmuring in my ear "whatever it is Alice I'm right here in your arms, we'll figure this out together.." "but," I wail... "I saw you die, how in any future, in any possibility is that okay!?! It's not, because I know I will never be okay without you!!" I sob into my mates arms.. For months, I get various versions of this version, each one stressing me a little more, but the outcome is always the same I lose my Love.my Jasper.. my everything. my heart and soul.. No matter what I try, I have to lose him over and over in my head, and as bad as the agony is, I know it will pale in comparison to the day where I actually have to lose him.. finally one night Jasper and I are laying in our bed in our room, having the house to ourselves because Bella and Edward at the cottage with Renesmee, and the rest of the family have gone hunting, Jasper looks me in the eye, and says "you know Alice, you've given me the best life I could ever hope for, yes my years with Maria will always haunt me, but if it meant I got all these years with you, I wouldn't trade a damn thing.. so, I think you need to stop looking for a way to change the future, and start accepting that I will die someday, I know you'll never be ready, hell I'm definitely not looking forward to it, but baby, would you really rather spend what time we do have left together trying to buy us more, with little chance of success, or would you rather spend the time we do have together to its fullest?!" He caressed my face tenderly. "Because I know my answer, I want to make as many happy memories with my mate as humanly or vampire-ly possible." He'd chuckled then.. "okay, I get your point, I don't fully agree, and if there's anything I can possibly do to save you you know I will do it, but making some new wonderful memories with you, sounds absolutely perfect to me.." I say, attacking his mouth with a passionate kiss, let this be the start of our beautiful life, of living without any regrets..
***bonus scene four years later***
"Thank you for agreeing to marry me again my love!" I say, kissing Jasper on the cheek. "I just hope everybody gets here on time, I left their clothes and a note on their doors.." I explain. "They'll be here Alice, this place is beautiful how did you find it?!" Jasper wonders. "I know right, it's a restored greenhouse that they use to hold weddings, luckily, I had a vision a week ago, that someone was going to cancel, because they weren't ready to get married yet, so I was able to jump on the booking, I don't think we've ever gotten married at sunset before, it's going to be beautiful if everybody shows up.." I say. "Hey, my love," Jasper suddenly suddenly says gently, "the only thing I need in order for it to be beautiful it's right here," he says giving me a gentle kiss, "this night is going to be perfect no matter what, thank you so much for planning this, I can't wait to marry my beautiful wife again."
A few minutes later the whole Cullen family plus Jake and his pack bust through the doors dressed and classy black and white clothes to match the black and white pairs theme Alice had planned Alice and Jasper get married with a beautiful sunset behind them..
Author's note, hi guys, this part this part actually came to me in a dream this morning, so I thought I'd type it up for you guys, I'd love to know what you think as always happy reading 💜 Jess PS you can find me on Pinterest
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