𝐕𝐄𝐋𝐕𝐄𝐓 𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌𝐒

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[♫] 𝙲ᴀʀᴅɪɢᴀɴ - 𝓣𝘪𝘬𝘵𝘰𝘬 𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯 ༉‧₊˚.

☁️ |WARNING !

Mention of content that may trigger any kinds of responses.

MARK

𝘼gain I'm back to the same place at the pond. The flowers which looked fresh are now withered. Trees have started shedding their leaves. Not a single trace of life is seen anywhere.

I see Se Jin standing afar. Her dress is torn and looking old, as if she got attacked. As I walk towards her she shouts, "Don't come near me!" "Se Jin-ah. . ." I feel a pang in my chest.

All the anger are coming out in tears, "You broke your promise," "Se Jin-" "You didn't even try to believe me! More like you didn't try to find the truth," her face had a look that screamed pure hatred.

"Se Jin-ah I know but-" "You think I'd cheat on you? Given how long we've remained married?"

⦁⊱⬥♡⬥⊰⦁ 𝖥𝗅𝖺𝗌𝗁𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄───

"You think I'd cheat on you? Given how long we've remained married?

"Infidelity has no excuses Se Jin."

───𝖥𝗅𝖺𝗌𝗁𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄 ⦁⊱⬥♡⬥⊰⦁

I wince at the memory. "I couldn't help it Se Jin-ah, I-" "I thought you loved me..." "Huh?" "Will you be peaceful if I did the same to you?"

There it was: that same look which made me lose my sleep.

Pitch black eyes staring straight to my soul.

"Tell me, will you be alright if I leave you right then & there?"

"Hah!" I jolted from the bed, drenched in sweat. This was truly taking a toll on me. I was battling between whether I should believe her or not. My brain said she's like everyone else but my heart screamed she would never.

I plunged back to the bed brushing back my hair.

I can't do this anymore.

SE JIN

"I've already sent the paperback to the company," I jotted down the date and file in my book. "Good work Se Jin. I hope you're not overworking yourself," Jihyok said in a low voice. "Why would I?" I laughed to lighten up only to hear silence from him.

"Because I know you," I clenched the phone. "We've been working together for a long time Se Jin. You're doing a great job and you must continue as it is. I promise we'll soon get rid of all this mess."

How I wish those words came from another someone. . .

"Thanks Jihyok," I sniffled. "Now get some rest," he hung up. I walked out to the balcony to see the starry night. It was a hobby for me whenever I feel bored.

There's were also times when me and Mark would just hug each other and stare at the sky.

⦁⊱⬥♡⬥⊰⦁𝖥𝗅𝖺𝗌𝗁𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄───

"Aren't they beautiful?" I leaned against his shoulder. "They are," I heard him whisper so I looked up to see him staring at me. "Yah! Did you seriously look up at the sky?" He laughed.

How beautiful it is to hear him.

"I don't need to, because my sky is sitting right next to me; where I see the whole universe," and he leaned in kissing me.

───𝖥𝗅𝖺𝗌𝗁𝖻𝖺𝖼𝗄⦁⊱⬥♡⬥⊰⦁

Hah.

I chuckled sadly.

To this moment it feels like there's no point in living. All the silent treatment and loneliness was eating me up. There were even times when I felt like ending everything: stabbing myself or jumping infront of a speeding vehicle, etc.

But I've people whom I've to live for and those who care for me: Jihyok, Han, secretary Kim, Sohyeon. . .

And Mark.

Does he? I don't know. It's high time I stop seeking him.

⦁⊱⬥♡⬥⊰⦁