Is she the one - The end story

You & I

Leah's PoV

"You mean I'm the reason, the bottom line to it all is that I'm the reason you are leaving your dreams behind"

"No le.....please" el starts to cry she hold me but I pull away I feel anger and hurt seeping through me I thought we were past all of this but I guess not.

I can't be here I need to think but I wouldn't leave like el did before I head to the west wing of the house the part where the gym in and I put my head phones on and jump on the treadmill to clear my head. I mean I did everything to get her back to prove she is the one the only one. It wasn't enough.

Ellie's PoV

"She's not talking to me Katie what do I do"

"Leave her too it she will come around if not by tomorrow I'll watch her at training make sure she's okay. You two are the end goal Ellie you will both be okay"

"I hope so, speak tomorrow night" I put the phone down and head to the babies they're both sleeping soundly there getting so big they make me smile so much, my mini Leah's my family my everything.

I head into the bedroom Leah now in bed and turning away from the door I hear a soft snuffle she's crying. I grab my charger and head to the spare room.

"Don't leave" she whispers.

I nod and get in bed. I roll towards Leah and hug her from behind hoping she will cuddle into me she doesn't.

"I'm sorry le"

I kiss her neck and get comfy rolling over. That's when I feel her hand snake around my stomach. I smile a little and then my heart melts when I hear her whisper.

"Us Always"

I wake to the babies babbling and to no Leah. I look on her pillow there is a note.

"El, I need some time to clear my head I've gone early to training. Have a good day and I'll see you tonight, le"

I feel my eyes prick again fuck she's still not happy with me. I head to the babies.

"Good morning my beauties time for some food what do we reckon" I smile I pick them up and carry them into the kitchen before getting them ready for today. I decide I'm going to go to the park with the babies spend some time outdoors with them take my mind off me and le drama. I ask viv is she is free seeming as her knee is fucked again and of course she accepts.

As we walk around she can tell there is something wrong with me and when she questions I can't help but break down. The twins playing on the grass me and Viv chat and she reminds me what Leah is to me. Why we're so good together and that's when she gives me an idea.

"Viv pretty please but will you have the babies for a few hours tonight I'll pick them up again about 8pm"

"Of course I'll be in the good books with Beth when she comes home and sees these two" she says pointing at them looking adorable. I can't help but take a picture of them.

We miss you mummy, we're at the park with mama and auntie viví. We love you millions mummy xx

As I hit send I feel guilty for not telling Leah I love her as well. But before I can type she has typed back

"Mummy and auntie Beth wish we was there as well be good for auntie viví and mama and I'll see you soon beautiful angels"

I smile at seeing how happy Leah is looking and I show Viv the picture who just laughs.

"Always goofing around them two never get proper work done"

Leah's PoV

As soon as I see my babies I can't help but smile. I love the way el updates me when I'm not with her the babies growing up now and about to hit two years old. Time flys by but one this that seems to stick is the trouble me and el have deep down. I send her a picture back of me and Beth and then I sit and talk with her and Katie.

"I just don't know, I thought she trusted me but she doesn't"

"Look Leah el rang me last night she's broken and she knows your hurt too but you have to remember you did hurt her and sometimes the hurt never fully goes away."

"Katie's right, prove to her that she has nothing to worry about she's about to stop her career to spend time with the babies with you and that wouldn't have been an easy thing for her to do"

"But why do I have to be the main reason"

"Because Leah your her wife your the easiest person to blame your her rock her ride or die and she's probably just shitting herself. But I know that your not the only reason and I think she's making it seem that you are to help her process it"

"But that's not fair Katie"

"No it's not and I agree and I'll be speaking with her but I think she doesn't want to miss out on anything with you or the babies"

"I agree with Katie I don't think your the reason Leah but your the one she can blame to take the feelings she feels off herself. Think it over today but you both need to talk"

"Thanks guys I know I'll make sure we will tonight"

*time skip*

I finished training and I'm heading home to say I'm nervous is an understatement I'm nervous to see el but I'm also angry. Did she just use our past as an excuse?

I pull up on the drive and surprise Ellie's car isn't here is she joking. I open the door and that's when I see a dimly lit entrance filled with candles and roses with a piano playing in the back ground.

"Ellie" I shout but there is no answer.