Chiefs baby

Into the cold

Dec 3rd
           Today we are in Wisconsin and I'm heading to the Green Bay Packers Stadium to watch Travis play. It's super cold here. I would much rather be in warmer weather but I'm here to support him. I'm going with Brittany and we're actually sitting in the same box this time. It's a later game so I'm making sure to get some sleep and work on TTPD stuff with my team. Travis is always gone most of the day during games so that leaves me to myself. My goal today other than working on upcoming album releases is to set up invites to my gender reveal.

For the most part it is all up to Brittany to plan the party but I'm in charge of making the invationtions and inviting people. I think we're going to have the party in the rhode island house because it's my favorite and the biggest making it best for all the quests i'm having. For the invitation I chose a yellow,pink and blue theme with a lot of plants. I want a party to be simple but still cute. Not over the top pink and blue. The card I chose has a wreath of leaves and flowers with  boys, girls or both in the middle. It's simple but not too simple. I'm trying to keep the gender reveal; at least rather small and have the shower later on in my pregnancy be bigger with more quests.

     Invitation chosen
I haven't made much progress on how I'm inviting but I did make some cuts so I guess that's getting somewhere. What to wear to the game… well it's rather cold out so i'll wear something warm. However now that I'm 18 weeks pregnant with twins it's hard to hide the fact. Really nervous about the game since it's the first time I've anncoed it and I'm worried about what people will think. I don't know why I still care so much about other people's opinions but I do and it sucks. I need to wear black long sleeve top with maternity jeans and a red fluffy coat. I feel so uncomfortable in my own skin. I mean I'm excited but everyone will either think i'm far along or know it's not just one thing that is nerve racking.

Brittany comes and meets me at our secret location since I can't stay in normal hotels and I hope to let the security drive us to the stadium. I'm sure glad I decided to wear the big fluffy coat as I'm freezing! We pull up and cameras start right away there all taking pictures but I try to blank out teh questions and hold onto brittany. Once we make it into the suite it's all clamer. Cameras are still on my box. What I know will just piss people off but what can I do about it? The suite in away games is always less crowded what's nice cause I just want to be alone but I also need to be here for travis. It's just brit and i so that's good. The game starts and yet again I watch. I honestly was never really into a sport like this until Travis and it's been great getting to talk to other chiefs girlfriends or wives and learn about the game. I'm starving so I order a pizza from the box and wait. I tipped the guy 100 dollars and took a picture with him because first off i always tip big and second off even though i told my security it's still not easy to get past them.at the end the packers won 27-19 we just didn't play very good and i know travis won't be in the best mood after.

We both headed down near the locker rooms linked arm in arm to go meet them when they changed. Travis comes out before Patrick, which makes sense. Patrick always takes losses harder. Trvais is all cleaned up and showered. I have non clue how he does it so fast. He walks out and gives me a kiss. I can see he's sad and disappointed but he's not angry. He holds me hanging tight and we walk as cameras have all eyes on us. He rubs my belly as we head to his car filled by many security cars. We get to the house we're renting while we're here and I get dressed in comfy clothes, a t- shirt and sweats as does trav. We sit down on the couch and I pull out an ice cream for us teh share. We watch love island as that's been our favorite and snuggle close. It's been a busy day, he's asleep, I'm heading to bed and about to call my mom for our daily debrief when tree calls instead.

" Hey tree" I picked up " Hey Taylor you sure have an eventful day it's all over'' i sigh "of course it is…'' what do you need to tell me ""nothing big i just wanted to check in. I know going out to tons of apps wouldn't be easy." " I'm ok, I'm trying to avoid looking to see what they said but there's nothing I can do to stop it. I'm not hiding for 9 months." "I'm sorry, I wish there was more I could do. Well I'm going to head to bed and sleep well "" thank you tree too". I decided to just lay down in bed with the pillow the brit and I got and text my mom instead. It sure is hard not to look but it's not as bad as they could be after looking.

18 week belly

(Pretty boring! Sorry for taking a break I've been busy with finals!