We Are Complete! ( Chapter Thirteen)

Poor bambino ! 🥹

Wednesday August  1 st 2024

** it's the early hours of the night, Niccolas has been  feeling sick since two days prior, it's stressing Carina out. And Maya also wants to talk about what Carina wants to do for families who really want a baby but unfortunately can't carry the baby, due to various factors... when Maya found that out on the plane back home from vacation it didn't go too well...  Carina really wants to get an appointment for Niccolas , the sooner the better. **

2h32 am

**Niccolas is crying and crying **

Carina: I'm coming ... I know it hurts... shhhhhh it's okay...

Let's cuddle together.. will that make you feel better?

Niccolas : yes !
Carina: perfect.

Maya : hrmmmm , he's not feeling better huh ?
Carina: no , and I'm legitimately scared that it could be something else than a stomach ache.
Maya : let's not go to scary scenarios first babe! ... i know we left the topic of what happened on the plane with your brochure in the air... but I want to say...
Carina: I never felt that embarrassed about something in my entire life except for that specific moment.. where my wife was literally screaming at me on the plane full of people wondering what the fuck could she have done that would make her so angry....  I know you're pregnant and the hormones are getting to you babe, but all I had was a simple brochure of surrogacy pregnancies and you screamed ...

** she started crying and crying **

At meeeeeeeeeee like I was nothing but a piece of fucking trash ....
Maya : I'm really sorry I made you feel that way... it wasn't my intention whatsoever... I'm really really sorry....

Please forgive me...

I'm not sure I can stand having my wife mad at me for this while I'm literally weeks away from giving birth and having severe pain and nonstop contractions...

** AKWARD Silence ****

I think it's a good idea for you to do that for someone else.. you should do it babe!

Carina : it's too late now, I threw the brochure into the threading trash bin that we have in the basement... and it's too dangerous for me now... I'm getting older now ..... I'm past fourty five years old and I'm not going to put other people in my trust and then I go into labour earlier than expected and they end up suing me for not respecting my end of the deal with surrogacy... aye aye ,

** she took several deep breaths **

Anyway I forgive you for your impulsive reaction to the brochure, I would obviously have talked to you about it.. but please don't you ever do that again.. because having to sit there and listen to you are screaming and having nowhere to escape the situation is really terrifying and I know I never thought of surrogacy until I was in the mall two weeks ago with one of the kids and I was stunned by how much people, and I obviously knew it was a possibility that many people couldn't get pregnant on their own. Anyway I just wanted to get information on this, so I could potentially help people around us or complete strangers... I'm sorry....

Maya : I understand that... wait why are you apologizing to me? I'm the one who's been hurting you with my words on our vacation , loosing my patience with you and the kids... and I'm terribly sorry.

Carina : I forgive you, and I love you so much. And I always will.

** several hours later everyone is up and getting ready for the day , Carina is on the phone with Addison , asking her if she's available for a home visit appointment for Niccolas because she's definitely worried about him. He's barely eating. Addison agreed to come over and do a thorough examination. She said she would be there at 9h45 today. **