We Are Complete! ( Chapter Thirteen)

Feeling Extremely Overwhelmed 🥹

Monday August 20 th 2024

** It's almost six in the morning and Niccolas is crying and crying nonstop, he had a nightmare but he barely can speak, he's almost ten months old.. so Carina figured that she would be able to sleep with him on her chest , in her bed next to Maya , eventually He stopped crying.. Maya was sound asleep that night.. which is amazing... she's slowly getting more and more sleep now as she's in the very end of the pregnancy... she's going to be eight months pregnant in two weeks. She's really excited and nervous about it, but she knows everything will be okay during her labour and delivery with Baby girl number five, baby number ten in total ! ***

**Several hours later **

9h47 am

**Carina is holding niccolas in her arms, she just changed his diaper and he's getting fussy so she's going to try to give him some more breast milk .. he didn't want much earlier that morning.. this time he really wanted some breast milk. **

Carina: why do i keep smelling weed somewhere in the house?!
Lorenzo, you know I would much rather have you confess to me that you're smoking weed instead of hiding it from me right?

Lorenzo: ohhh momma , I know that, trust me but it's not me !

And I have been smelling it all week too ! I thought it was medicinal for mommy , but then again it's not recommended to smoke anything during pregnancy, so I'm just as lost as to where it's coming from.

Carina: alright...

Maya : what are you doing on your computer babe?
Carina: oh I'm looking for potential new jobs..
maya : what? I thought you loved doing your job! What other job pays a lot of money for us to keep our beautiful mansion of a home?

Carina: hey , I'm exploring my options babe, and I have plenty of time to get a new job because I'm not going back to work until next year when Charlotte will be one year old... but I'm sure I can make a lot more extra money with a second job babe!

Maya : I guess...
Carina: why aren't you not supporting me in that?
I'm not enjoying the hours of being a highly on demand obgyn anymore my love, my job literally requires me to be away from you and our beautiful children... and I miss you and them , when I'm on twenty four hours or even longer hours shifts... but fine I'll keep going to work and be away from you !

** She goes to pick up Niccolas from his momma roo swing and goes back to sit in the living room... and she begins to take off her nursing bra and breastfeed him ... Maya comes to sit down next to Carina who was now silently crying from the unsupportive response from her. **

Maya : babe , I'm really sorry for my reaction... I'm trying to stay calm but everything hurts... I'm sorry.... I really hope you can forgive me Bambina.
Carina: you know I hate being away from you and the kids for long periods of time.. you changed careers before... so why can't I explore other things too ! There's a lot of jobs that pays just as much as being a successful doctor...

Maya : you're right... you should be allowed to explore different fields... I just panicked because you didn't express yourself with wanting to do something different than being an obgyn ... but I fully support you and I love you so damn fucking much... owwwwwwwwww !

Carina: breathe in and out slowly..... babe ,
Maya : what is she doing? Charlotte please stop... ooooowwwwwwww !

Carina: you're not in labour right? You'd tell me when you're going to feel constant pressure every five minutes right?

May : okay , that Braxton hicks just passed... and what? Of course I'd tell you if I was in labour... LABOUR, and they are definitely Braxton hicks contractions because the previous one i had was fourty minutes ago ...