envy

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" This disease of her mind
Can be cured only by her
This vemon that runs through her
Which blinds all her good thoughts away

She bit back her venomous words
As rage slowly creeped in
Through the cracks
Of her well sealed but broken heart

There she is,
Walking on a cold winter day
With her shadow by her side
She found herself wondering,
'where do i lack?'

Husky, dark voices invaded her mind
As she sat down with her eyes in a void
Disturbed she was,
To know that she's never been enough

She's stumbling down this path where
those glances would never stop
Voices in her head screamed louder
As she pondered over this

Does it have to be this way?
Where do I fall short of?
The taunting questions swirling in her head
As she found herself stuck in loop

The loop which drives her insane
Where she loses every bit of her sanity
As if the hell lord itself
Comes up and scars her heart 

She screamed in agony
To the feeling which wrecked her heart
Which made her question the silver lining
The one which we are all familiar with

The one which every human feels
In their lifetime
Which makes them feel dreaded with ache
One and only,
Venomous Envy..."
~Alexa <33

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