Lifeless (l.tomlinson.)

Chapter Ten.

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I will remember you..

Will you remember me?

Don't let your life pass you by

- I Will Remember You, Sarah Mclachlan

Louis William Tomlinson.

Ive been up for hours just researching Leah. I honestly dont know why but ever since Harry yelled at me a couple hours ago, Ive had this feeling just to look her up. I came across an article that looked interesting.

'THE LUDWIG TRIAL'

It read in bold. I knew it was about Leah because Darcy was no bigger than one and her red hair. Her piercing blue eyes were full of sorrow, saddness and hurt. I read on.

'Leah Miller only the age of 17, has filed charges against Hunter Ludwig for trying to kidnap her daughter, and abuse toward her.

The former best friend and girlfriend of Louis Tomlinson has not had the best of luck with men since he left and got a career in music, but the girl finally came to her senses, Hunter was sentenced to 4 years in prison with possible parrol.'

I just stared at the laptop screen in awe, why did she never contact me and tell me.. Or atleast when we met up the other day in the hosptial..

Because she didnt want anyone to know.. My heart said in a duh tone. I rolled my eyes and looked at all the pictures, she's cradling the baby in her arms, one eye black and blue.

My girl.. I think touching the computer screen.

Why did I ever let her go.. Why did I leave..

To live your dream.

Stop Louis, you love Eleanor. El is your girl not Leah.. You dont need, her.. You need Eleanor.

"Lou!" Eleanor says franticly running to the door way of the living room. I stand abrutely walking toward her in a fast pace and wipe her eyes. I kiss her forehead and sooth her a bit.

"Ellieee, whats wrong baby." I whisper kissing her forehead.

"Louis.. Im pregnant."

Leah Renee Miller.

I woke up to Darcy screaming her head off. I ran to her room to see Liams bare back he turned around his eyes full of scare and wanting to help. The little girl in his arms, her face red and eyes puff.

"Whats wrong.." I state getting closer. Tears are now flowing out of Liams eyes.

"I dont know, she wont stop.. And and Ive t-tried everything! I just want to take her pain away.." He mumbles.

"Sing to her.." I whisper, he looks at me weird and I smile warmly at him. You can tell he Is new at this.

"Sing to her Liam." I state

"But what." He whispers back.

"Anything.. Her favorite song I sing to her is Little Bird by Ed Sheeran.." I whisper. He nods and we go to the living room and sit down Darcy now on his lap. I look at the clock, its 8 in the morning. He starts rocking slowly and soothingly rubbing her back. He is learning.

" If we take this bird in, with its broken leg, 

We could nurse it, she said, 

Come inside for a little lie down with me, 

And if you fall asleep, it wouldn't be the worst thing. 

But when I wake up, and your make up is on my shoulder, 

And tell me if I lie down, would you stay now? 

Let me hold ya, oh.

But if I kiss you will your mouth read this truth, 

Darling how I miss you, strawberries taste how lips do, 

And its not complete yet, mustn't get our feet wet,  

Cause that leads to regret, diving in too soon, 

And I'll owe it all to you, oh, my little bird. 

My little bird.

If we take a walk out, in the morning dew, 

We can lay down, so I'm next to you, 

Come inside for a little home made tea, 

And if you fall asleep, then at least your next to me, 

And if I wake up, say its late love, get back to sleep, 

I'm covered by nature and I'm safe now, 

Underneath this oak tree, with you beside me.

But if I kiss you will your mouth read this truth, 

Darling how I miss you, strawberries taste how lips do, 

And its not complete yet, mustn't get our feet wet, 

Cause that leads to regret, diving in too soon, 

And I'll owe it all to you, oh, my little bird. 

My little bird, 

My little bird, 

My little bird.

And of all these things I'm sure of, I'm not quite certain of your love, 

You make me scream, and then I made you cry, 

When I left that little bird with its broken leg to die.

But if I kiss you will your mouth read this truth, 

Darling how I miss you, strawberries taste how lips do, 

And its not complete yet, mustn't get our feet wet, 

Cause that leads to regret, diving in too soon, 

But I'll owe it all to you, oh, my little bird. 

My little bird, whoa oh oh oh whoaa, 

My little bird, 

My little bird, 

You're my little bird..." He whispers and kisses her forehead as her soft snores are only heard between the two of us.

"Congratulations, you just put your little girl to sleep." I whisper and stroke her hair.

"I felt on my lips her heads a little warm." He says. The protectiveness is starting to kick in. I put my hand on it and it was.

"You're right.." I say getting worried. "Liam she already has a bad heart she cant afford to get the flu.." I say as a tear falls. He looks up and tears are swimming in his eyes too.

"C-cant I pay for a transplant?!" He exclaims getting upset.

"They cant do one unless they find a doner." I whisper back looking at me hands. "I cant loose my baby girl." I broke out into sobs, Liam puts her down on the couch and comes over wrapping his arms around me and holding me close, his hot wet tears could be felt when they fell.

"Im not going anywhere.." He whispers