Leah Renee Miller.
For a short while, I just listened to Louis' slow breathing. Admiring how much this boy- well man, has grown since we have been apart. The long 2 years i've missed my Tomlinson. He stirs a bit, only to pull me closer and nuzzle his head into the crook of my neck.
Its amazing how, you can see someone, and your mood instantly changes. Making your love come out more. He has changed a lot. He has slight stubble no longer having a baby face. His facial structure has gotten firmer, his hair into a quiff at times. But now, his chestnut hair is on his forehead, he looks like a sleeping child.
I try to get up but his grip tightens and he grumbles.
"Please dont go..." He whimpers, this makes my heart melt. I stroke his hair and kiss his forehead once again.
"I'm not going anywhere Loubear.." I whisper back.
He sighs out in relief, which makes me smile. It breaks my heart that Louis Tomlinson will never be mine again. I can never compare to Eleanor. Her beautiful brown wavy hair, her brown eyes, her figure, her spunky sweet attitude, her amazing fashion, her sweet nature.. She is practically flawless.. Then look at me? Honey blonde hair, blue eyes, I fit into a size 4 pants.. Look at Eleanor? She fits in a size 0.. Ever since I had Darcy thats all I wished for was to fit in a zero again. I see a figure in the door way.
"Did he have a panic attack..?" I hear a sweet voice call. I know that voice.
"Yeah El, didnt mean to wake you.. I knew what to do. I hope you are feeling better.." I whisper trying not to wake up my Baby girl, and the man in my arms. She lets out a giggle and nods.
"Much better really. You must be so tired. Lemme get him off you." She says walking over and shaking Louis awake.
"I'm sorry Mum! I didnt eat the last piece of toast!!!!" He says jolting up causing me and Eleanor to laugh. He looks around and goes pale.
"Oh.. Erm.. Sorry." He says chuckling a bit.
"You had a panic attack and fell asleep on Leah." Eleanor pointed out. "Did she do everything right." She asks worried checking everywhere.
"Yeah, we used to go to school together. We were,really close." Louis states laughing a bit at how El reacts. "Baby, I'm finee." He says kissing her lightly. There goes my heart...
"Sorry.. I'm ruining a moment!" I gush looking away trying not to cry.. Stay calm Leah, stay calm.
"We're gonna go to bed. Night Blondie." Lou laughs lightly and they walk out. I sigh and sit on the couch. This is what hurt and heart break feels like.. This is what it feels like to want someone so bad but.. You cant have them because they are someone elses.. I hate this feeling.. So much it feels like someone just ripped my heart out and stomped on it millions and trillions of times til it was pulp... I wipe away the single tear that ran down my cheek and sigh again. Its best if I get some rest.. Im gonna need it.
I slowly close my eyes and think of all the good things hopefully to come out of meeting Louis and Liam again.
Darcy has her Daddy.
I have more hands to help.
New friends.
Possible a new boyfriend if I open up and get over Louis..
And most importantly..
A new family.
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"Mummah.." I hear Darcy say, she pokes my cheek making me giggle a bit. I open my eyes and she smiles showing her two teeth she has. I get up and walk into the kitchen to see what time it is.
"Hm, only 7. You're up late Darc." I say to her. I make my way down the hall to Harry's room. I open it a bit to see him all sprawled out on his king size bed making me laugh a bit. His curls every where his lips parted a bit so he can breathe. His blanket over his body only showing a little bit of his boxers.
"Harry.." I whisper. "Harry wake upp.." I whisper again. Darcy giggles and crawls on his bed gets on his back poking his cheek.
"Uwncwle Hallyyy!!!" She giggles causing him to groan.
"Darcy..." He mumbles. His piercing green eyes open and he smiles at me.
"Good morning to you too." He grumbles.
"I tried to wake you uo before she did!" I exclaim. He gets her off and sits up with her in his lap. He pats the bed and I sit down.
"I want to take you on a proper date." He says rocking Darcy. "Liam can watch his daughter for the day cant he?" Harry asked sweetly.
"Yeah.." I say in shock. I havent went out on a date without Darcy in so long.
This will be different...
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Lifeless (l.tomlinson.)
Fanfic**Sequel to The Bad Boy** (Book 2.) 2 years since she has said good-bye, 2 years since she let him go, 2 years since she last seen the love of her life Louis Tomlinson. 2 years she has basically been Lifeless, but her baby girl keeps her going maki...
