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The day I.
First met you.
You told me.
You'd Never fall in love.
But now that.
I get you
I know fear is what it really was.
Now here we are
So close yet so far
Haven't I passed the test
When will you realize
Baby, I'm not like the rest
- Give your heart a break, Demi Lovato.
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Leah Renee Miller.
I see Louis lip something to Liam but think nothing of it. They both turn their attention back to the sleeping toddler. And the toddler of theirs is curious about Darcy.
"Whats her name?" The one with a little bit of curly hair asks.
"Darcy." I say smiling at the green eyed boy as he smiles at me.
"I want to name my daughter that." He says coming by me and taking a seat.
"It really is a beautiful name." I say. A nurse walks in and looks at us all bewildered.
"Lux, you need to come with me deary." She says sweetly and the little girl runs over and jumps up and down making me laugh, her and Darcy would get along. The 5 boys stand up and walk out with her. But Louis turns around and gives me a look and smiles.
"Stay, I want to get caught up Red." He says. I roll my eyes and he lets out a breathless chuckle. "Sorry force of habit from when I last saw you." He says walking out leaving me there to think and smile at myself. Louis Tomlinson. Never in a million years would I have thought in all places on this earth it would be in this big London hospital. Darcy stirs a bit and she opens her big brown eyes and smiles at me.
"Mummuh." She says reaching her arms out to me to hold her. I pick her up and set her on my hip. The doctor said I could leave once she woke up but, I had to wait for Louis. So I walked out into the living room and set Darcy down and she ran over and started playing with the little toys. It wasnt long before I see 5 boys come out of a room with a three year old in their arms, her smiling big with a lolli in her mouth. Darcy looks up from playing and I stand up. She squeals and runs behind me as Lux runs to meet her.
"Wow she is a shy one." The Irish one pipes up. She is clutching onto my pant leg with her thumb in her mouth. Her head peaking over at the 5 males and baby Lux just a bit. Louis walks over and crouches infront of me.
"I wont hurt you sweetie." he says quietly. She peaks her head out more and looks at Louis. He gives her a smile and she smiles back but doesnt leave my side. Her thumb firmly in her mouth.
"You are a strong little girl." He says tickling her stomach making her giggle. I look up at the others and they smile big.
"Im Harry by the way, this is Niall, and Zayn." The curly one says pointing at the blond and the black haired guy. I smile and nod looking down at Darcy then back up at Liam. A worried expression on his face. Louis stands up and smiles warmly at me making me melt and die a little inside. I pick Darcy up and she hides her face in the crook of my neck and wraps her tiny arms around me.
"Lets go get a coffee." Louis pipes up and picks up the hyper little girl giggling due to Harry tickling her. Liam looks at me then at the floor. His hair now in a buzz cut but its coming back a lot.
"I think your daughter is very cute." Harry says and Niall hits him on the back of the head.
"No flirting with a young Mum you twit!" He laughs making Harry blush. I stop at my Durango and look at all of them.
"I have no clue where I am going.." I mumble and Harry jumps up and down until I look at him.
"Ill ride with you gladly." He smiles showing his child like dimples making me giggle a bit.
"Stop flirting with her Harry." Louis says firmly. Well.. I open the back seat and set Darcy in it buckling her in and getting in the drivers side with Harry by me telling me what turns to go and what turns not to go. I very much like Harry, he is cheeky but sweet. I talked about my little angel in the back seat, about her heart condition and how bad it could get if I didnt get the blood transplants. But all in all.. Harry was a good lad.
Louis William Tomlinson.
"Well I could ask for a blood test.." Liam mumbles by me. I scoff and shake my head.
"Thats not going to change Dani's mind about this whole thing." I say getting frustrated.. I love this girl for fuck sake! Wait.. No , Eleanor, think of El..
"I know.. I called her and told her we needed to talk." He says looking up from his lap "What do I do Lou. I totally forgot about her.." He says. My eyes widen.. How could you just forget about girl like Leah? In all honesty sure I didnt call her but that doesnt mean I didnt think of her every waking hour.. Even after Harry introduced me to Eleanor, yes I love her with my whole heart but... Fuck me its so hard to explain, I dont even know. Seeing her today.. I can just feel like something is going to change. Not just for me.. No for everyone.
"How could you even forget a girl like her?" I say looking him up and down. He ponders a bit before he looks back and responds.
"I dont know.. I loved her I did.. We had something.. But I just dont know work got the best of me.. I was supposed to check on her and shit.. Look what A good best friend I am.. Forgetting about her and getting her knocked up wow I am a fuck up!" He mutters putting his head in his hands but lifts them again narrowing his eyes at me.
"Wait.." He growls "You forgot her too you idiot!" He shouts making them look at us and me waving them off telling them to mind their own business.
"No I never did! Every fucking second since I left that girl I have thought about her. Hell I even though to pay her a fucking visit! But I didnt because I am fucking stupid thats what I am. But I know for a fact YOU will take care of that child if she is yours." I growl back.
"I never agreed to that." He says back looking at me. I roll my eyes and my jaw tightens.
"I dont care Liam, she is sick! She could die! That is your daughter! Yours. She has your DNA in that little 2 year old body of hers." I say getting hurt a bit. What the hell? Why am I getting so worked up over this..
"Seem like you know a lot.." He says sighing a nod and chuckle bitterly.
"Ive been in this world longer." I mumble back and look out the window at all the passing buildings and people.
Its crazy how my world can flip upside down in one day. Its crazy.. I mean just yesterday I only had my mind on Eleanor and we were watching my favorite movie Scar Face, but today, today. I met my old lover, my old best friend, and it felt good to talk to her. I feel so horrible for all the times I never even talked to her. For even leaving her. But I guess thats just how things work. Destiny brought us back together again. Here we are about to have coffee again, its pretty crazy meeting up like this again. Soon things flash through my mind of her. All the times we have had, when we lived in Doncaster..
And all that Ive missed..
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Fiksi Penggemar**Sequel to The Bad Boy** (Book 2.) 2 years since she has said good-bye, 2 years since she let him go, 2 years since she last seen the love of her life Louis Tomlinson. 2 years she has basically been Lifeless, but her baby girl keeps her going maki...
